Story Of South Indian Cross Dresser – sayali
by sayali samrela( my male name was ram)
you can call me rama also
and here is my story and it’s a fact of my life
how I became a crossdresser
During my school days I used to be karate champion and leader of the dramatic group. More often than not I used to be hero in most of the plays and win prizes. When I went to the junior college I did not have much difficulty in getting in to college karate team and though a junior was one of the best in college. On the other hand I did not get entry in to the dramatic society in spite of my credentials as college already had a very good team and I was kept in waiting list. The college annual functions were usually held in the winter and that year was same. I concentrated on my karate championship and did not bother about dramatics as I had no chance. That year the college management changed the dramatics format and informed that the competition would be between girls versus boys. All the male roles in the girl's team were to be performed by girls only and similarly all the female roles in the boy's team were to be performed by the boys. This new format brought lot of cheer among girls team and there was stiff competition from many girls wanting to perform male roles and hence they selected a play which had three male characters. On the other hand there was total disappointment in the boy's team and they selected a play with only one female character. Even then there was fighting among the boys team as nobody wanted to perform the female character and virtually they had decided to concede defeat to the girls.
That was the time the captain of the boy's dramatic team remembered me being in the waiting list and called me. When I met him he asked me if I was still interested in joining the dramatics group. Without knowing the reasons for his offering a role to me I thought it my good luck and instantly accepted the offer. He further informed me that he is finalizing my name with the management and under no circumstances I shall withdraw my name which I agreed. He asked me to meet him and the professor in charge next day for collecting the details of the script and my role. As soon as I went home I informed my godmother i.e. my aunt about my getting a role in the play which also pleased her a lot.
Unfortunately I had no idea what was in store for me when I met the professor in charge of dramatics. I was informed that I was being offered the most important role of a female character and I must put in my best to ensure success of the play. It was then I realized that I was tricked in to accepting that role. I was totally confused and lost all my enthusiasm about the play and went home with a pale face.
I then decided that under no circumstances I shall play that role and thought of the paradox of a boy's karate champion in a female role. I wanted to seek my aunt's help in talking to my dramatics professor known to aunt to take me out of the play.
What I had not expected was the response of my aunt when I told her of my problem and need of her help. She said there is absolutely no problem and she would help me. Then I asked her when she would speak to my professor. She replied that she was not going to speak to my professor but would be happy to help me with my female role. That was the last thing I had expected from my aunt.
I tried to convince her that if I did female role the boys would tease me and as such I had never played a female role before and it would be big failure. Then she asked me what my views about females are as she herself was one. Are the females supposed to be some kind of second grade human beings or are they not capable of managing things that men can do or is it some kind of male chauvinism? These questions were hurled at me for whom I had no answers. Then my aunt affectionately explained to me that we should not look down upon females as given the opportunity they can also excel in many fields as much as men. Then she took her own example about not only managing the house but also the family business after the tragedy. In my case I was only playing a role in a drama and as a good artist I must accept any role given gracefully and do my best. As a last weapon she said if I had any respect towards her also being a female I must accept the role without any reservation.
I thought about my predicament most of the night and knew that no way in the world I was going to disappoint my aunt as she was the most important person in my life at that time. Before going to college aunt asked me to give the script and details of my role for her to study in preparing me for my role. She also enquired about the date of the play which was a month away, and she said that was more than enough. When I went to the college the boy's dramatics team greeted me warmly as it was a great relief to find some one to do the female role. At that point I made it clear to them that I was doing the role only because of my aunt and anybody trying to tease me or act funny with me will be treated to some of my karate kicks. As they all were aware of my karate expertise promised to behave themselves. Further I requested them to keep the details of the play and roles secret from the girls.
When I returned home I saw aunt back from the office in a pleasant mood. When I asked her about the reasons she told me that she has read script of our play and my role and has prepared an action plan. As per her plan she told me that every day after my return from college I should wear girls dress till next morning so that I will get used to the dress I was to wear in the play. Further she would teach me all the girly mannerisms like walking, talking, behavior etc. All these would take at least 2 to 3 weeks and during the last week I can go for dress rehearsals fully dressed up. She said that she has also discussed the details with my professor and that the last one week's dress rehearsals would be held in our house. Further together they had decided to make sure that the boy's team wins the competition as it was the lady professor who was responsible for the new format in girls favor.
As a starter she brought the suite case containing clothes of her late daughter prema. As our sizes were similar the clothes would fit me fine. As per the script I am supposed to wear sarees during the play. However aunt told me that before I try the sarees she would prefer me to try the long skirt, blouse and the half saree which her daughter used to wear so that I get used to wearing the dress and learn to manage the plusher also informed me that she has ordered a wig from the rental which arrived as expected and within a few days I should be receiving two sets of new wigs one with long hair and other with shoulder length hair. I was absolutely dumbfounded at events taking place around me that left me totally confused. In any case I did not want to dampen aunts spirits and thought of playing along as per her wishes.
She asked me to take her daughters suitcase to my room, undress and wear one of the petty coats and call her. When I undressed I was wondering whether I should continue to wear my underwear or opt for one of the silky panties and decided to try the panty which felt nice. Then I put on the petty coat and called for aunt. She greeted me with a smile and set about selecting a set of long skirt and matching blouse and half saree. Further as I had very little hair on my face like mustache or beard she said it would be fine. Once done she taught me how to wear the dress and adjust the half saree which was held in place on the shoulder and fastened to the blouse with a safety pin and put bindi on my fore head. Then she brought the rented wig and adjusted it on my head and as it was with long hair she stood behind me and hair was woven in to plait. While doing so she told me that dressing up as a girl is a little tedious job as they wear several things like make up, bangles, ear rings, chains, anklets etc. For a first day I have started with dress and the wig and gradually I could go on adding various items as I start getting used them and feel comfortable. As she finished plaiting my hair she asked me to turn and face her as she wanted to see how I looked like. When I faced her suddenly her face turned from pleasant smile to deep pain and tears started rolling down. Then she left me as it is and ran to her room virtually crying.
I was really shocked and shaken by her behavior and followed her to her room and found her sobbing. This was the first time I had seen her in this state since the tragedy 3 years back and tried to console her and enquired what made her so miserable. While still sobbing she replied it was the dress I was wearing which made her cry. Then I asked her if I should remove the dress she firmly said no and hugged me and started caressing me affectionately. After a while she composed herself and told me that after she saw me dressed and wore the wig I was looking so much like her late daughter prema which made her break down. She also said that as I was her sister's son it was normal to have resemblance but she had never imagined it would be so striking after I was dressed up in her clothes. Further she said that the female role I got was a blessing in disguise and she would love to see me in her daughter's clothes which give her an opportunity at least to see a look alike of prema around her. Then she warmly hugged me and kissed me on the fore head and thanked me for giving her the opportunity to see her daughter in me after 3 years.
All this made me emotionally choked and I also started crying hugging her. Both of us had the feeling mother and daughter rather than aunt and nephew. That night she asked me for the first time if I would mind sleeping in her room which I willingly agreed and we kept talking late into the night about our dear departed souls and how happy she was at least to find her daughter back in me. As both of us were emotionally drained we must have gone to sleep some time in the early morning.
When I was awake late around 11 am I found aunt was already up and greeted with me a warm hug and a pleasant smile. When I asked what she was doing at home at this time instead of going to office she told me that she had taken the day off to spend it with her dear daughter, meaning myself. Since it was quite late I was also off from my college for the day and both of us shall spend the day leisurely at home. However she asked me to get ready in my boys clothes as we had some shopping to do for her daughter. The shopping consisted of all the items her daughter would wear from head to foot that were not available at home or suitable for my size. She also told me that she was planning to buy me a few sarees for my play later once I got used to the dress. On the way back she even bought flowers for me to wear and this was first time in 3 years that these were bought. This was a new experience for me and I was prepared to do anything to see a smile on my aunt's face, wearing the female dress being the least.
Once back home aunt told me that the house maid had seen me in the dress and she had explained to her that it for the drama practice. Further she was told that for the next one month she will always find me in the dress at home and she should not talk about it to any one. After she assembled all the items purchased and those available at home aunt told me that she would like to dress me up nicely whenever I was ready. Having already got used to wearing the dress previous day for more than 12 hrs and the very special emotional mother/daughter bonding we had established I told her I was ready right away. This brought about a pleasant smile on aunts face which I had not seen in past 3 yrs.
I then went to my room, undressed and changed in to silky panty and petty coat and let aunt take charge. By that time she had selected a nice flowery silk long skirt, matching blouse and half saree and dressed me up. Then she asked me to sit in front of the dressing mirror and started with the make up on the face, works on the eye brows, eye lashes and a matching bindi. Once this done she nicely combed and cleaned the wig before adjusting it on my head and made a plait of the long hair. Next came the anklets and then the clip type ear rings, and half a dozen bangles on each hand. Then she went to her room and brought back few boxes of jewelry that belonged to my mother and asked me to select. As most of them were on the heavy I preferred two chains that ware lighter. That completed the dressing up and when I looked at myself in the mirror I could see a beautiful girl that I had become. Then as aunt brought a photograph of her daughter prema and compared it to the girl in the mirror I understood why aunt had reacted that way the previous day.
Both of us ware happy with the progress made and I was also gradually coming to terms with my dress and secretly started enjoying though afraid of mentioning it to aunt. I was running around the house and helping aunt in various household chores and occasionally making visit to the dressing mirror to see and feel my feminine self. During one of those visits I found that though the dressing looked perfect still something was missing and discovered it only during the next visit to the mirror which was my flat chest as the girls of my age would normally have at least small grown breasts. Though I wanted to tell aunt about it I was feeling shy and tried to stuff a large hankie on each side in the blouse which was casually noticed by aunt. She did not mention any thing to me and told me that she had to go to the market for some purchase she had forgotten and I should stay home and enjoy myself.
It took aunt about an hour to get back from market. I utilized this time feeling and playing around with my dress. I always used to be fascinated how ladies always keep adjusting the pallu of their sarees. I had also noticed aunt removing the safety pin fixing the pallu to the blouse as soon as she returned from office and let the pallu free flowing on the shoulders. Then some times she would bring the loose end of pallu to the front and tuck it at the waist or some times she would take it and bring it forward on the right shoulder completely covering both the shoulders. I remembered all these and tried each of these patterns of pallu play and go to the mirror and see how it looked like on me. In short the one hour absence of aunt was fully utilized with different girly mannerisms.
When aunt returned she noticed the free flowing pallu on my shoulders and enquired, I replied that I was trying to see if I could manage the pallu without fixing it with the safety pin on my shoulder. Then she commented that I was learning quite fast and if I could also manage walking well with the dress I might graduate to wearing sarees in the next couple of days. Aunt excused herself for next ten minutes as she said she had to attend to some incomplete work and went in to her room. When she came out she held a padded satin bra suitable for my size just purchased in front of me and asked me to go to my room and wear it under the blouse and if I had any difficulty I should call her. I felt very shy as I took the bra and went to my room to try. As I removed the blouse and checked the bra I noticed that the ten minutes aunt spent in her room was to stuff the cups of the bra with fine cotton and stitch up a cloth as a cover. I tried to wear the bra but was having difficulty with fixing the hooks at the back and called aunt. She came and taught me how to do it and said that with little practice I shall learn easily. After I wore the blouse I decided to let the pallu free flowing on my left shoulder without fixing with safety pin as I wanted to continue to enjoy playing with my pallu.
Aunt next started the tutorials about girly ways of walking with small steps, talking softly, and to normally bend the hands etc and asked me to practice which I did for most of that day. I must admit that as I was walking around the silky touch of the panty and bra on my body had sensational effect. I also made several visits to the dressing mirror to look and feel my feminine self which was a sheer delight. The addition of the padded bra had brought about completeness to my feminine figure. By late evening I was not only feeling comfortable with the girly ways but also doing fairly well. This was certified by aunt with a kiss on my forehead. After dinner I asked aunt if she was feeling ok and wanted me to sleep in her room. Aunt replied that she was feeling fine and I could sleep in my own room as that may help me in discovering and feeling my feminine self better. Honestly she was right and I was not only feeling more feminine but also comfortable with that feeling.
Next morning after bath I dressed up in my boys clothes and went to college. The dramatics group gave me the time table for rehearsals with one week to learn the dialogues and home practice and the actual rehearsals would be held after that. The professor also called me and appreciated aunt for the special interest shown in the success of the play and I must work hard for the play. For the rest of the day in the college my mind was full of thoughts of the previous day's experiences. The only other thing I appeared to be interested was to watch the girl students and the lady teachers about how they were dressed, how they were behaving, walking, talking and started making mental notes for practice later at home. I also started looking for the sarees worn by them which I liked so that I could ask aunt to buy me later. Apart from a few important classes the only other activity I participated was the karate practice.
It was very important for me to win the karate championship to offset the image of my female role in the play as this would help me in dealing with the boys who might try to tease me or fool around. The way my karate was shaping up I was almost sure to win but I had to ensure that there were no lapses. Further this boys championship was also required to counter balance the feminine feelings I was slowly developing. I had also decided that I was going to keep both my male and female aspects separate.
After a good karate workout and feeling boisterous I returned home to find aunt still in the office. May be she was busy making up for previous days absence. As I was relaxing aunts phoned up to inform that she will be home only after an hour. Then I started wondering about the prospects for rest of the day. I knew that as soon as aunt returned she would ask me to dress up in fem clothes, so I though it might be a good idea if I could go through prema's suitcase and select the clothes myself and set about the job. There were several sets of cloths in cotton, pure silk, and polyesters and I ended up selecting a beautiful silk long skirt with red body and black border along with matching blouse and crape half saree. Then I thought I would also assemble all the other items I would wear like the panty, stuffed bra, bindi, bangles, anklet, chain and the clip on ear rings. Once done I went to the bath room and had a shower and thought of waiting for aunt to get back and looked at the time which told me that she would not be back for another half hour.
As I was wondering what I should do till aunt returned it occurred to me that I must give her a surprise by opening the door fully dressed up in fem clothes. That started my first experience of dressing up on my own. At the end of my dressing I looked in the mirror and found that I had done fairly well for a first attempt as I was successful even wearing the bra properly. That gave me confidence and went on to wear the bindi, bangles, ear rings, anklets, and little makeup which was not so satisfactory. Then I put on the wig and adjusted on my head. However I had no idea how to make the plait and hence left the long hair flowing on my back.
As I was looking at watch the door bell rang. I opened the door and aunt just stood there for a while and burst in to laughter and once inside she thoroughly inspected me and said I was learning the fem dressing much faster than she had imagined. After she freshened up she corrected my makeup and plaited my hair adding few more items like hair pins which held different parts of hair in a pattern that aunt had made and hair was looking quite compact and stylish .when I told aunt that it was very nice she replied that fem hair can styled in hundreds of ways and over a period lady styles her hair which is comfortable to her and to her liking. She further said she would also style my hair in different styles daily so that I can also choose what I like most. Then as aunt asked me to fetch some item from upstairs I almost tripped on the stairs but held on to the rails. Noticing this aunt said when you are wearing a long skirt or saree and climbing stairs you must hold the saree or skirt in the front and slightly lift it so that it does not foul with the feet. Well that was one of the several lessons aunts kept teaching.
By end of that day aunt was quite pleased with my progress and said that I was ready to try wearing a saree from the next day. Though there were several sarees of hers as well as my moms at home she would like to buy me some new sarees, some for wearing at home and some for the play. She said that as a young girl I should be wearing the type of sarees that is fashionable among girls of my age. So she asked me to get home early from college next day so that we could go shopping for my sarees. There was nothing exciting in the college next day except that I had taken special interest in watching the girl's dresses and type of sarees they were wearing and made a note of what I liked.
As promised aunt was early from office and both of us drove to the best clothes market in town and after parking the car decided to first do a bit of window shopping before selecting the sarees which was worth the effort. When I mentioned to aunt type of sarees I had noted and liked in the college and found on some shops windows we went and bought 3 of them first a synthetic saree in multi colored floral design the second one printed silk saree also designed in combination of yellow and brown with brown and gray temple border and third one a georgette saree in red body and gold border. Then aunt wanted me to buy some cotton sarees to wear at home and she selected a kota saree in green and gray mix and a voile saree in floral design of sky blue and white. Special care was taken to see that the pallu's of all the sarees were nice.
That done next on aunts list was matching blouses for the sarees, the fall and matching petty coats. When we purchased these entire aunt took me to a cosmetic shop for buying some lipsticks, mascara set and nail polish. Final purchase for that evening was ladies sandals and aunt said a sandal with 2 inch heel would be appropriate and bought 2 pairs. On the way back she stopped over at the ladies tailor and gave all the sarees for stitching the fall and pico and blouses to be stitched as per the sample she had brought from home with necessary corrections she had noted and as per new designs. She asked the tailor to make it urgent and must be delivered at home by next evening. It may be worth noting that this was first time in three years that any ladies clothes were purchased by aunt.
Once back home aunt said that she would get the dinner ready in half hour and without any word being mentioned I went to my room and started to change in to house wear (fem clothes)when aunt called me and said that she wanted me to be only half dressed in petty coat and blouse. When I finished my makeup, wearing wig, and accessories I dressed up only in a petty coat, bra and blouse when aunt walked in with few house wear sarees from my mothers clothes and asked me to select as she was going to teach me how to wear a saree.
She first explained to me the details of saree like the tucking end with fall stitched at the inside bottom, the loose end or pallu and body of the saree and started to teach me how to begin wearing with first by tucking it to the petty coat on the right side in the front and tucking it around the waist right to left and completing a round. Then came the important aspect of saree dressing i.e. making pleats leaving enough allowance of saree for taking around a second time and hoisting the pallu on to the left shoulder and leaving an appropriate length of pallu free flowing on the back. Then she thought me the art of making the pleats from the remaining part of the saree and tucking it in to the petty coat in the mid front. She demonstrated the process by wearing a saree on top of the saree she was already wearing and the dressed me up in that saree leisurely explaining each step. She also explained that wearing a saree nicely is an art and adds to the beauty of the person wearing. When I looked at myself in the mirror I found that I was looking at least 2 yrs elder to my age which was also confirmed by aunt.
I started running around the house in the saree and was feeling great especially the dancing of the pleats on the feet and playing with the pallu by putting it in different ways and as it was a house wear saree I also slept in it to a blissful sleep. Next day in college was a busy day with few important classes and extended karate workout. When ever I could get time, I was looking around for girls and lady teachers and observing their sarees and way they had dressed up and picking up some useful tips. I was informed by the dramatics professor that the rehearsals would start 3 days later and all the members should learn their dialogues at least for the initial part of the play.
By the time I reached home aunt was back and inspecting the sarees & blouses received from the tailor. She asked me to freshen up and get dressed up in one of the new house wear sarees and try out the blouses for the fitting. Aunt further informed me that the new wigs were also received and I could try them also. Though I tried to wear the saree by myself I ran into difficulty both with the pallu and making the pleats which were corrected by aunt who also gave me some tips on the subject. Then I informed aunt about learning the dialogues for rehearsal. She said that the best way one can do justice to any role would be to try, feeling and living the character as far as possible. She further said that I should learn and try to deliver the dialogues only when I am dressed in a saree and from then onwards till the end of the drama competition she shall start addressing me a chitra which was the name of the girl whose role I was playing.
The new wigs were fantastic with beautiful and soft hair. Since I had already tried wig with long hair I wore the one with short hair which was unto my shoulder length. As I was walking around I found the hair dancing on my shoulders and the feeling was great. Aunt also suggested that I must also practice walking with the new 2 inch heeled sandals she had bought. I must admit I was not very comfortable initially but after an hour or so I was able manage my walking with the sandals fairly well. Regarding the dialogues aunt said that once I complete learning them by heart part by part she would also read them out so that I could correct the way to recite them. Anyway I spent next two days learning the dialogues by heart and aunt had no role to play except assisting in perfecting my saree dressing and the way I walk and talk while dressed up. She had also made it a point to address me all the time as chitra and except for some initial hiccups I had also started responding to that name.
That day being a Sunday we had decided that both of shall stay at home and I could dress up the whole day and try out the new sarees bought for use in my drama. Aunt also suggested that I must take an oil bath and apply turmeric paste on my body as that would help reducing the body hair and keep my skin shining. The job of applying oil and the paste was entrusted to the house maid even as I was still dressed in previous day's house wear saree except that I had changed in to a sleeveless blouse. I removed my wig and the maid applied oil liberally on my head, exposed parts of my back, arms and on the feet and then applied the turmeric paste all the while giggling and telling me how she used to do this to prema when was alive. On the remaining parts I told her that I shall apply on my own in the bath room. As I finished my extended bath washing off the oil and the paste I felt very nice as if my skin had come alive.
Once out of the bath aunt asked me to wear the petty coat, bra and a nightie and thought me the girly way of wrapping the towel on the head for drying the hair. After the hair was properly dry aunt spent time to remove some hair between the eye brows with a tweezers and put on the complete make up including base, powder, making the eye brows, eye lashes, and for the first time kajal which was initially uncomfortable but got used to it quickly. Then she fixed the long hair wig and plaited the hair differently with all the accessories whose names I am yet to learn. That done she asked me to wear one the sarees meant to be worn for the play while she headed for the bath room.
As I looked at the three sarees I decided on the printed silk saree in blue and brown combination with brown and gray temple border. Then I changed in to a matching petty coat and blouse and leisurely tried wearing the saree. There were two areas which I was yet to master were the length of saree pallu to be left on the back and making the pleats in the mid front for tucking in to the petty coat. Anyway it took me two attempts to come to grasp and on the third I did fairly well. Then I put on a designer saree safety pin on the pleats at the top to fix them on to the petty coat. Regarding the pallu I was still undecided when aunt walked in and complimented me on saree dressing. She mentioned that as a young girl even she took about a week to dress properly.
When I asked her about pallu dressing she mentioned that while going out to office or a party or any other purpose ladies normally pleated and folded the pallu on the left shoulder and fixed it so that it gives a graceful and formal look and they are not required to handle the pallu or adjust it. When a lady is at home or with friends they do not feel the need for formality and let the pallu free flowing. However this does not mean that a free flowing pallu is not graceful as it also has its grace and beauty if properly worn except that the lady has to pay adequate attention to it and keep adjusting it from time to time, further it also provides flexibility for the variety of ways one wants wear the pallu. Then I decided to try both styles.
After a while as aunt finished her pending jobs during which time I also spent my time feeling the pleasures of dressing up in new saree, she said we should start our script reading. First she asked me to recite my dialogues memorized and corrected me as required. Then she also read from the script and asked me to note the difference when the same dialogues are delivered by a female and try to adopt the style. This exercise continued till I had perfected delivering the initial part of dialogues in fem style. The next part of the dialogue delivery she said was as per the requirement of the situation in the play and the overall context of the character I was playing. For understanding this aspect I must read the complete play a few times which will give me an idea about how I must perform my role. She further said that once I came to that level and feels comfortable with my dialogue delivery she would teach me about how to feel free with my saree and try various ways to handle the dress in the process of play while I was on the stage and asked me to continue my practice.
By now it was time for lunch and aunt asked me to change in to a house wear saree and taught me how to fold the new saree properly before hanging in the wardrobe. I was slowly but surely coming to grips with fem dressing as I found that it was at least a hundred times more tedious than male dressing. The house wear saree I selected was the green and gray Kota saree with which I had fallen in love for its softness and light weight as its pallu sat on my shoulder and its feel on my stuffed bosom. After we finished lunch I helped aunt with clearing the dishes from the table and cleaning up which I never used to do as a boy. Aunt really appreciated this change in my attitude and said that all members irrespective of gender should contribute towards house hold chores to lessen the burden on few people. This role in the play had really turned my life upside down and the best part is that I was enjoying it.
After resting for a while aunt took me to her wardrobe and took out all the sarees and started explaining the details of each saree like the fabric it is made of, its color combination on the body, on the pallu and the border. Then she asked me to fold each of them properly and put them back. In fact there were names of so many colors which I had heard for the first time. Further she also showed me how ladies feel the sarees by opening the folds and putting them on the shoulder and delicately caress the fabric over the bosom which I was also asked to try. All this made me feel that fem world was much different from male and one has to live it out as I was doing to understand dressing in fem attire leave alone feel like one. By the time we finished with aunts wardrobe it was 5 in the evening and aunt said that my mother's wardrobe she had preserved was much larger as she was very fond of a variety of sarees and we should see it on some other day.
After freshening up and a cup of tea aunt said that both of us should get ready and suggested that I wear another new saree and this time I selected the synthetic saree in multi colored floral design and wig with shoulder length hair. Aunt also dressed up in one of her favorite roller pressed cotton saree in peach colored body and red border and red/golden pallu. In the earlier years aunt used to dress up quite elaborately and used to be a beautiful looking lady. However since the tragedy she had lost interest in that aspect as suddenly she grew older by several years and accordingly her dressing and making up also changed to simplicity which also looks very graceful. As for me I was dressed up and made up to the hilt in my new saree which was looking really beautiful on me and the feeling smooth synthetic material on my body was sensational. Aunt also liked my selection of the saree and said that having dressed up so nicely we should go out for a walk and get some fresh air.
Having dressed up in fem clothes and always being indoor I was really nervous at the prospect of having to go out in public and said a firm no. Aunt as usual was persuading me not to be a scary cat as she was also accompanying me. Further as it was a Sunday not much of crowd will be on the streets and being evening with sun set nobody will recognize me. Even then she said that we shall travel by car up to the mg road then take a walk on those wide roads which is a favorite place of evening walkers. As such that place being far away from our house we will not come across any known people. This was essential for me to perfect my walking in the dress and wearing two inch heels. Any way still nervous I agreed and aunt said that's like a good girl and we set off for my first outing in dress.
As aunt was driving and not many people on the road, being out for the first time I pulled the pallu over my head and half covered my face which made aunt laugh. She said that as they say offence is the best way of defense I should also have similar attitude and feel care free and show more confidence in myself. In fact I should showoff to be more girly than normal girls and that advice really helped me to feel more comfortable with myself in the dress. After parking the car we set about our walking on that pleasant evening with cool breeze by pacing ourselves in such a way that there were not many people either in front of us or behind. After my initial nervousness faded I felt more comfortable and at ease and continued our walking for an hour all the while gossiping about several girls in my college. That was also my first experience of girly chat with aunt also telling me stories of her teenage friends and jokes which made both of us laugh several times.
In all it was a wonderful and memorable evening as aunt had also become my (girl) friend for that duration and had laughs after years. On our return to the car park aunt saw a flower vendor and bought some flowers for me and fixed them with hair pins. The fragrance of the flowers had its wonderful effect probably only a fem can enjoy. On our return journey I was feeling very confident about myself and my ability to go out in public wearing the dress.
Back home I was feeling great at the experience of my first outing in public in dress and it was showing on my face which was also confirmed by aunt who also expressed happiness at the job well done. Then I changed into my favorite kota house wear saree, had dinner and went in to a blissful sleep. Next day at college was hectic with classes, extended karate workout when I was summoned for the rehearsals which were being held at a secluded room away from other activities with only dramatics members permitted. The prof. First explained the story/ script to team, which, was a comedy and then introduced each actor with their role to be played by them and my name, was called in the end as I was the only fem character.
In the play I was to play central role with a father, brother and two boy friends who were trying to outbid each other for my favor and attention as both of them wanted to propose to me. On my part I was having fun by inciting each against other and in the process exploiting each of them to my requirements. In the end I refused to accept both by saying that I was interested in a non existent person. The play was in 4 acts and I was to appear in 3 acts. Then the Prof asked each of us to recite our dialogues for the first act and that done asked the whole team to come back next day with any suggestions to improve the play. After I went home I explained to aunt and asked her suggestions as she had read the script thoroughly she replied that she will think it over and let me know next morning.
As promised aunt mentioned that as mine was the only fem role in the play and a central character it may be better if I was present on the stage on all the 4 acts which the Prof should redesign. Secondly as I do not accept both the boys' proposals they may be disappointed and the last act should be made more humorous. When the rehearsals started I explained these suggestions to the Prof who appreciated them along with few others and promised to arrange for necessary changes. We then continued our rehearsals by sequentially reciting our dialogues and correcting them as necessary. The rehearsals continued for the rest of the week gradually increasing our roles from act one to part of act three by end of the week that was sat noon. All through those weeks rehearsals I had taken care to see that my recently acquired feminine qualities are not reflected in my action which I had kept reserved for actual play on the stage on the d day. As such no other actor was complaining as long as they were not asked to take my place.
After I had my lunch and was relaxing I got a call from aunt who wanted to know about my program for the weekend to which I responded that I had nothing specific. Then aunt said that she would also be back early and shall bring along a friend who was running a popular beauty parlor to teach me beauty and makeup tips and I should be dressed in one of my good sarees with my normal make up for her to study and suggest improvements. I was a bit uncomfortable at the suggestion but thought that with my outing last week and coming public performance on stage I should as well get used to meeting real ladies other than my aunt. By the time I was ready with my dressing up aunt arrived with her friend who was armed with her magic box of make up and beauty items.
When I opened the door my aunt introduced me as Chitra and her friend as Mary the beautician who observed me from head to foot with special attention paid to my face and hair and asked me to fetch some water so that she could observe my figure and walking style. Once all the details collected Mary asked me to go and wash my face clean and come to the dressing table. Once I sat in front of the mirror she started with the basics and applied a cleaning lotion and applied a cotton swap on the face to remove the hidden dirt from my face and neck which was surprising to note even after a face wash. Then she applied a base cream suitable for my skin, then picked up half a dozen shades of face powders and selected one shade most suitable for my face. Then she set about working on my eye brows , eye lashes and lightly put mascara on my eye shades and under the eyes and again took out a few shades of lipsticks and selected one she was satisfied with and applied with a thin brush. That completed my make up and she had a break for a cup of tea with my aunt and discussed with her about my hair style and aunt suggested that it should be simple as per the requirements of the play but also elegant.
Then she tried out both the wigs and settled for the one with long hair as it suits my role and also provides flexibility to play around. Mary then tried out a few styles with plaits and without by turning and twisting the long hair into half and fixing the loose portion at the neck with help of hair pins and asked me and aunt to choose and we preferred the one without the plaits. Then she undid my hair style and thought us both how to style the hair in that fashion which both of us found to be manageable. Then she explained in detail from the step one about various items used in the make up like the cleaning lotion, base, powder, eye brow, eye lash pencils, lipstick and the mascara and left a sample of each with me for use later. Then Mary said that this was the first time she had an opportunity to style a boy in fem and was very pleased with the result. She also mentioned that even if I go out in public places nobody would recognize me as a boy and the next time I needed her help she would be pleased but I will have to go to her place for which I could take prior appointment and she would attend to me when there are no other customers. She took aside aunt whispered something to her which aunt responded and said she would take care.
Mary refused to accept any payment for her services as it was a learning experience for her but charged for the cosmetics left behind and took leave. After mary left aunt took a good look at me and whispered that I was looking gorgeous and an experts work makes so much of difference and asked me the where about of an old cricket set I had to which I replied that it should be in the old store room. She then went to the store and brought back a few thigh pads and asked me to undress in my room and wear the pads towards the outer side of my thighs inside the panty and dress up. When I came out dressed up as suggested she gave me a satisfactory look and said that was the suggestion of mary as females normally have wider hips and told me that later on she would stitch up the padding properly in to my panties. Then it was my turn to go to the mirror and inspect mary's magic and what I found was stunning looking girl in front of me which was made possible with small corrections and suitable cosmetics and agreed with mary's views that it would be difficult for any one to recognize me as a boy especially after the difference the padding had made to my figure which was looking quite feminine.
Aunt also freshened up and changed in to her favorite cotton roller pressed saree and with limited makeup and said that all the efficient work put in by Mary would go for a waste unless I go out with her and enjoy my new look. Being a Saturday I wondered for a while but then decided to go ahead and we decided to go to the market to do some girly shopping as this would enhance my confidence level and chose to go to a market far away from our house to avoid meeting known people.
It was getting dark as we set off and this time I did not cover up my face with pallu as I had also worn it in a formal way. On the way aunt again repeated her advice of last week to feel care free and confident which really seemed to work as we headed for the market.
After parking the car we decided to go to a shopping mall with aunt advising me to speak in soft voice as near to a girls voice as possible. As we did not have anything in particular to buy we just went around the shops selling ladies items and do window shopping and in the process I was mingling and occasional brushing with people of both sexes and gaining confidence. As we were going around the place I saw some boys giving me a passing look and some boys made comments like real beauty but since aunt was with me they did not go any further.
Then I told aunt that I intended to buy some bangles and went in to a store and started examining the variety when the sales girl came for assistance. I showed her the bangles I was interested and she brought them in 3 colors and asked me to try out for the correct size and aunt helped me with the selection and we bought a dozen in each color. Then we went in to another store and bought few nighty and ladies hankies and few larger size panties for stuffing. Then aunt suggested I also buy ladies silk scarves and purse. While we were in this shop another lady elder to aunt was also shopping and picked up conversation and after a while asked aunt if I was her daughter to which aunt replied that I was her niece. The lady did not give up at that and said I was a real beautiful young lady and she would love to have a daughter in law like me for her engineer son to which suggestion aunt replied that I was still too young and she was not considering my marriage for at least another 5 years. As I was hearing all of this conversation I felt really shy and thought that Mary's magic has passed the test and excused myself and went to another nearby counter. Aunt took the hint and followed me and went we away from that lady and took few more rounds of the mall mingling with the crowd which aunt said would help me to feel comfortable with myself and gain more confidence which was true.
Before returning aunt suggested that we should eat out to avoid cooking on our return home and took me to a restaurant which served north Indian food and ordered stuffed parathas, vegetables and curds for both of us. I found that compared to walking around in the crowd sitting in a hotel for some time waiting to be served was a different experience and had become self conscious which was noticed by aunt and asked me to cool down, feel free. Then she picked up a conversation about that lady in the shop at which both of us had a real laugh and my self consciousness had disappeared. Then I realized that aunt always had ways to soothe me under different situations and as if reading my mind said that I must go through various situations and settings and personally experience and still manage to come out successful. She also said that all this is not so easy but if I continue to be as good as I have been and cooperate I shall definitely succeed. The other basic requirement she said was that I should be really interested in doing what I was doing and more than anything else enjoy what I was doing. This she said was very important as she did not want to force the fem character on me. She then asked me to answer these questions when we get home.
On the way back I was pondering over the questions put by aunt and reviewed the events of past 2 weeks. First of all as a person interested in stage and a good actor that I was she had insisted on my taking up the fem role offered as she wanted me to respect females that was due to them. Second was the mother / daughter bondage we had developed after my first dressing up and the subsequent pleasure I was able give her was worth more than anything I could ever do for my god mother. Thirdly in the process of dressing up during the past 2 weeks I was not only interested but was also thoroughly enjoying dressing up as a fem and discovering my feminine self. With this clarity of thought I was smiling at myself and hoped that it would please aunt.
After we reached home I went to my room and changed in to my favorite kota saree and came out and felt that aunt was somehow anxious to know my answers to her questions. Then I thought I shall prolong the suspense for some more time and sat in front of the tv to watch some program and aunt said she would also go and change. When aunt came out I could still see the anxiety on her face about my thoughts. As I put off the tv and got up aunt thought I was going to my room to sleep and was about say good night but instead I went to her and hugged her tightly and put my head on her bosom like a small child and thanked her for every thing. Then I told her that I not only liked and was interested in fem part I was living but was also thoroughly enjoying myself and held on to her for some time. When I released my hug aunt held my face and kissed me affectionately on my forehead and said that I had given her a few anxious moments and when I told her that I had done it intentionally she displayed mock anger which broke in to a broad smile as we hugged each other for some more time when the phone rang.
Aunt spoke on the phone for a while and then she carried the cordless to her room and closed the door. I did not know about the call except that aunt continued her smile and said that she would make all efforts to see that I was comfortable with whatever I wished to pursue and went to her room to sleep. Next morning as usual aunt was up early and had stitched up the panties with padding which would increase my hip size around 2 inches. When I woke up the house maid was ready to give me oil bath and like previous week had an extended bath. Then aunt told me that she would like me to try out the makeup tips given by Mary and dress up in the red georgette saree. As I had some difficulties with the wig aunt helped me out with the new style and told me that she was going out for a while and expects me to be fully dressed up when she returned.
After about 15 mts aunt returned and the door were opened by house maid as I had still not finished my final adjustments to the pallu. When the maid saw one of my distant cousins Raji accompanying aunt she started giggling and was silenced as they wanted to surprise me. When I opened my door fully dressed up there stood in front of the door aunt and Raji smiling away to glory. Raji then hugged me by addressing as Chitra and said to aunt that she was right in describing me as beautiful looking girl and further complimented that I was real cute and kissed me on both the cheeks in girly style.
When I asked aunt why she did not tell me about Raji's plans she said yesterday was my day of suspense and today was hers and told me about last evenings phone call. She further told me that she wanted to give a surprise to both me and Raji and told her what to expect only on the way from bus stand. Raji further said that I look so much like prema who was very close to her and her best friend. Raji is my aunt's distant cousin's daughter and they stay in Bangalore about 3 hrs from my place. Raji for the past two years has been working in a marketing company and visits our town occasionally normally for a day or two. However this time as the local manager is away for one month she has been asked to take charge which she readily accepted as she would normally stay with us and she happens to be a great admirer of aunt who was also her role model.
Aunt and raji get along very well and when aunt gave her the complete story of my fem dressing and told her that it was a very good coincidence for her to be staying for a month as she can give me girly company and help me in perfecting my fem behavior. Raji happily agreed to the suggestion and hugged me again and said we would hit off greatly. Raji being a city girl normally wore jeans with tops, salwar suits, skirts & blouse, and rarely wore sarees and hence aunt made it a point to tell her that from now on till the drama date she should also wear sarees at home to give me company. As such aunt was not against raji wearing her normal dresses but she said they can wait till the drama was over after which I could also try out her dresses.
After raji took her bath and came out wearing a flowery skirt and matching blouse I found it very nice. When aunt enquired she said she had no choice as she had not brought any sarees.
Then aunt called us both to explore my mother's wardrobe which had a large stock and variety of sarees at least twice the size of aunts. They consisted of variety of silks from mysore, dharmavaram, banaras and madras and latest garden silks. Then there were several cotton sarees from madurai, kanchi, gadwal, kota and bengal which were all roller pressed. These also consisted of a large number of printed silks, voil cotton, polyester and other synthetic sarees. Aunt took out all these and laid them on the bed nicely and started explaining details about each of them which was a lesson for both of us girls. After more than an hour when we finished aunt told us both to select any sarees we liked to wear. Raji selected few printed silks and synthetic sarees in flowery patterns and I also picked up a few printed silks and my favorite kota sarees. Then aunt told Raji she can try 3 fittings of blouses ,one aunts, second moms and third mine and which ever fits her better she could use and found that moms size fitted her nicely. So Raji went in to the guest room and changed to one of the printed silk saree in purple body and red border and looked different and beautiful.
Aunt also dressed up and brought the jewelry and asked Raji and me to wear them and proposed that we all go to the temple and on the way bought flowers for me and Raji and fixed them on the hair. Being a Sunday the temple was a bit crowded. So we three entered the temple from the exclusive ladies only side which was my first experience of mingling and rubbing body with traditionally dressed ladies both young and old. While we were waiting our turn for puja I noticed a couple of my college girls near us and my heart almost came to my mouth and as usual aunt always kept an eye on me and enquired. When I told her about the girls from college she just said ignore them and in case they look at me give them a confident smile. However they did not recognize me and were busy gossiping the event passed off to my relief. Experience and confidence is the key to my problems said aunt and assured me that at least till the drama is staged nobody will recognize me and after which having seen me on stage in dress people might recognize me in public if seen in dress.
After lunch aunt said that she wanted to take a nap and I and Raji took charge of clearing the table and cleaning up the kitchen and were relaxing and got into girly chat. Then Raji started smiling and said that it has been real pleasant surprise to her what aunt told her on the way home from bus stand and to see me in saree again reiterated that I look real cute and she was in fact envying me. Then I replied that even she was looking beautiful in saree and with make up like mine she will definitely look more beautiful and explained to her the Mary's magic. Raji thanked me for the compliments and in her usual way of expressing pleasure kissed me on both cheeks and said that some time she would also like to visit Mary for a makeup session with me.
One important change Raji brought about to our conversation was to keep addressing me in feminine gender common in most Indian languages unlike English. For the next hour or so both of us started chatting about my college girls and how I had started viewing them differently since dressing up and Raji also spoke about her close girl friends and some colleagues. Then she asked me about how I felt about boys to whom I replied that I did not have much experience except the previous days outing at the mall and the boys and the lady's comments about me. When I told her the full story of that lady she started laughing and said that how nice it would be if she could meet that lady and get more details of her son and if she could propose herself at which both of us started laughing for a few minutes. When I asked Raji about her boy friends she told me that one colleague, one of her classmates and one from the neighborhood were trying to woo her but she has not responded to any one as such. Then I told her the story of my play and hoped that she will also not disappoint all of them. Raji then told me that whatever girly chat we have should be between us only and not even aunt should know anything.
That evening while we were dressing up to go for a walk Raji suggested I do my makeup in a simpler fashion which is normally done by most of the girls and they do stylish makeup and hair only for special occasions and aunt also agreed to this suggestion. Then both of them helped me to design a simple make up ensuring that I would still continue to look feminine and I also left my pallu free flowing. Just as aunt was parking her car she saw one of her acquaintances and told us to carry on as she would catch up with us after a chat with her. That left me and Raji and we started in our usual route all the time raji addressing in fem gender which made me feel real girly.
After a while we saw two boys walking towards us from opposite direction. As we were about to cross Raji addressed them as hay handsome and the boys just stood there in front of us and in the absence of aunt I was feeling nervous when Raji just asked them for the time. After the boys responded she just smiled and said thanks and introduced me as Chitra to which I mumbled out faint hay and herself as Raji and said see you some time. When the boys said why not spend some time together now with the beautiful young ladies she replied that our aunt was about to join us and we must leave. Anyway the boys were quite thrilled to meet two beautiful young ladies and hoped to meet us again. All through her chat with the boys I was trying to smile and put up a brave and confidant presence. I was really cross with Raji and asked her why she did that, she replied that it was for my benefit as she wanted me to experience meeting unexpected strangers and still feel normal. Raji further said that as long as I was dressed in fem clothes I should consider myself only as a girl and nothing else and learn to respond like any other girl would do.
It took me some more time to normalize and when I realized that I had conducted myself fairly well my anger towards Raji disappeared when we saw aunt coming towards us. Raji did not mention anything to aunt about our encounter with the boys and after walking for a while aunt suggested we go to one of the Sunday market for some groceries and eat at Dasprakash before going home. It was only after we reached the market that I realized it was near our college and my worst fears came true when I saw some of my classmates (boys) among the shoppers. At that point I was debating with myself if we should avoid them by moving away to some other area of the market and then remembered advice of Raji and aunt decided to face the situation. As per Raji's advice I had my make up done moderately and hence did not attract any special attention from young men or even ladies as I was looking like any other girl in the crowd. Even though some of my class mates passed by near me nobody recognized me and one of them even said excuse me miss as he wanted me to give him way to cross. While going through this experience I was really pleased with myself and my improved abilities and as Raji had mentioned was feeling and being treated like a real girl and was enjoying it.
For the next week all three of us were busy and our rehearsals really going in top gear with all the 4 acts. All the actors were doing very well and the only concern of the members was if can be feminine enough on the stage and as promised the Prof had made changes for me to appear in all the 4 acts and end was also made humorous. On my part I had made it a point not to exhibit my feminine abilities during rehearsals and Prof even spoke to aunt his concerns to which aunt told him not to worry about me and concentrate on other actors. She also assured him that she will help them out with my role when the final rehearsals were held at our house. As requested by aunt Raji made it a point to wear only sarees at home on her return from office and was a great company. With every passing day I was growing feminine by leaps and bounds and at times used to regret having to change from saree to boys clothes to go to college.
After finishing classes that day and before the rehearsals I suddenly realized that due to my over indulgence in the fem role I had neglected my karate practice in the past two days and decided to compensate. In fact I was quite relieved to come back to reality and did an extended workout of karate which brought about a sense of balance and the boisterous masculine feeling came back. The rehearsals were well under control and I had started letting out the fem character of my role little at a time and even the Prof appeared to be satisfied and was banking on aunt for the rest. As for the dress practice at home it was going fine and improving every day under supervision of aunt and Raji. One afternoon when both raji and me were home early and dressed up as aunt asked us to go and pay the telephone bill as it was the last date. When Raji and I reached the payment centre it was quite crowded and we somehow managed to reach the ladies queue which was also a bit long. After a while Raji asked me to hold the bill and cheque and be in queue as she would be back in a few minutes and went out. Due to the rush the queue was moving slowly and as per my estimate it would take at least 15 mts for our turn to pay.
As the male and female queue were adjacent it gave ample opportunity for the men to keep staring at the ladies including myself for visual recreation and even after 10 mts Raji did not turn up. For me all by myself passing those 10 mts was like hours and knew that Raji had done it on purpose and put up with the remaining time and paid the bill. When I came out looking for Raji she was nowhere to be seen and was wondering whether to return home on my own by auto. As I was signaling for an auto I heard a voice from the back calling me hay sweetie and found Raji who was all the while around the counter hiding from my sight and followed me. This time instead of showing any anger I gave a smile and said thanks for the company and she accepted my compliments by saying well done baby. That was my first experience of independently handling an activity in dress though for a short while.
As the week was coming to an end aunt was relying more and more on Raji to manage my activities in dress and gradual feminization. I must say she was doing very well except that at times she would put me in unknown territory and expose me to unexpected situations and all the while I have been learning to handle myself and realizing that it was as much a mental game as the physical aspect of the dress.
By now aunt was relying more and more on Raji to manage my activities in dress and gradual feminization. I must say she was doing very well except that at times she would put me in unknown territory and expose me to unexpected situations and all the while I have been learning to handle myself and realizing that it was as much a mental game as the physical aspect of the dress.
On the afternoon of Saturday I and Raji were back by lunch time and aunt was due only later. As we were going to change our dresses I requested Raji to let me wear her skirt and blouse till aunt returned after which it had be a sari. I selected a knee length skirt in flowery design and a matching pink blouse and Raji opted for a roller pressed Kota sari. After dressing up I found that Raji was looking lovely in the sari and complimented her and she also said that I look very cute in the skirt. Aunt returned rather early and seeing me in the skirt said that she was expecting to find me in this dress some time and that I was looking very nice. She also felt that unfortunately the dress requirements of the drama were limited to saris only as otherwise she would have loved to dress me up in some of these clothes as well.
Raji was excited wearing the sari and told aunt that as she was wearing the saris regularly since her arrival in Mysore for the first time, and she had developed a liking for the dress and she intends to continue wearing even after her return to Bangalore. Aunt was very much pleased to hear this change in the dressing sense of Raji and mentioned that apart from being traditional, saris are also worn stylishly like Air Hostesses and is the favorite dress of most lady CEO's of big company's in the country. Then Raji requested aunt to get her an appointment with Mary to help her with makeup and hair style and aunt fixed it up for both of us at 11Am on Sunday. After seeing Raji in that roller pressed kota I also decided to wear one in a different color combination and in formal fashion with pallu pleated and fixed on the shoulder and felt great. Aunt then suggested that as she had carried home some office work me and Rajas to go out on our own but be back home for dinner.
As neither of us had car driving license Raji rang up her colleague to bring the office scooter for her use till Monday morning and gave the address. As Raji was driving I was required to be the pillion and in dress I had to sit in ladies style which I experienced for the first time. Raji was having fun driving around the town and she did not stop even after we reached the MG road which was our walking area. She was in fact trying to see if she could find the boys we had met the previous week. She had almost given up and was about to park the scooter when the boys appeared at a distance and waited for them. As soon as the boys saw us they recognized and with a big broad smile said hay and enquired if they had any fortune of our company to which Raji replied yes if they can behave themselves to be good boys for one hour. As the boys picked up conversation Raji told them that she was employed in Mysore and myself her cousin had come on a visit from Bangalore and my family were shifting to Mysore shortly. The boys also introduced themselves as Hari and Krishna employed in a multinational financial company.
Raji then picked up Hari as her companion and Krishna mine and said that she and Hari would walk in one direction and me and Krishna in the other and we would meet at the same point in an hour. I always expected Raji to do the unexpected but this proposal was beyond my thinking and even before I could react she set off with Hari leaving me stranded anxiously with Krishna who beaming with expectant pleasure. As I was wondering what to do Krishna politely asked me if we should also proceed and I said ok and started walking in his company. After my initial shock was controlled and I composed myself, I told him that I walk a little slow and hence he should reduce his speed to which he agreed. Then I asked him about his other girl friends to which he replied that I was his first and he was a bit nervous which lightened my mood and told him to relax as I was not going to eat him which made him also laugh.
With both of us in a lighter mood he told me about his education, family etc and I also told him about my non existent family in Bangalore and we also talked about our likes, dislikes, favorite movies stars and en route he bought me an ice cream. By the time we finished the ice cream we realized that we were left with 10 mts to return and on the way with great hesitation he asked me if he could hold my hand. I thought that having come this far as a girl I would let him have the pleasure of holding my hand and he held it softly with a sense of achievement. Even for me it was an experience of sorts because as a boy I had held other boys hands several times but holding a boys hand as a girl had a different pleasurable sensation and I enjoyed it. What I did not realize was that we were being watched from a distance by Raji and Hari. As we saw them I withdrew my hand from Krishna's and suddenly felt shy and self conscious and without another word said reached the scooter. However I had composed myself to see Raji giving me a mischievous smile and enquired if we had enjoyed ourselves to which I replied very much and that next time I want to meet Krishna it would be without Raji or Hari to which both of them said wow.
When the boys wanted our contact numbers for future communication I told them it would be better if we contacted them as we may have problems with aunt and they gave us their tel nos and bid good bye. When Raji commented that I was quite bold for first date I replied that I was not vulnerable being a boy and as such today might be the last day I might see Krishna in the dress with my drama being staged coming week end which would also end at least my public dressing. As we were returning it had become windy which was causing my pallu to flow and dance around my shoulders but as I was holding the scooter with both hands I could not attend to the pallu and the feeling was great. As usual Raji's response to aunt's query about our evening was just fine without any further mention of details as she felt that girly secrets should not be given away to elders. Anyway it was an eventful day with learning experiences.
Sunday morning aunt woke us up early as we had to take oil bath and get ready before going to Mary' place at 11am and since we were two, both house maid and aunt got into the act of applying oil massage. By 10.30 both of us were ready with normal make up and left for Mary's place which was a bit crowded with some important clients dropping in unexpectedly and we were informed that we may be delayed by half hour and were handed over few issues of fashion magazines. The waiting ladies both young and middle aged were studying the others for the dresses and styles and Raji was no different. She started giving me her assessment of each lady by turn and liked the overall get up of one lady so much that she went up to her complimented her saying after Mary attended to her she might look much more beautiful. That lady was a senior executive in a marketing company was flattered by Raji's comments and enquired about Raji who introduced herself and me and were invited for Tea and chat after our session with Mary.
Mary had 3 assistants working in small cubical and as our turn came she enquired our requirements. Raji said that she wanted to know the way to make up for office and other important occasions and which type would be suitable for sarees and other dresses. Mary instructed her assistant the details to work on Raji while she attended to me as I was a special case. Mary commented that she has found lots of changes in my fem personality and that I was looking lot more confident in the dress to which I replied that the main credit for all this goes to Mary's magic which brought a broad smile on her face.
Mary then started working on the improvements for both normal and formal make up and hair style. Then I told her about my drama date and that I preferred to come here one hour before the play to get the make up and style done and go to the stage directly and that she should keep herself totally free to attend to me to which she replied that it shall be her pleasure. Raji was first shown the makeup and style for her other dresses and lastly the style suitable for sarees. While we were engaged Raji's new friend was also getting herself styled and she finished within 5 mts after us. When Raji came out she was really looking stunning and the elation was showing on her face and when her new friend saw her she did not recognize at first instance. When we asked Mary for the payment she brushed us aside and said she would settle it with aunt who was one of her best friends.
The lady acquaintance introduced herself as Mala and we went to a nearby posh restraunt for our cup of Tea and a chat. Mala also praised the dramatic changes Mary had brought about in Raji and enquired about us. Then Raji gave her correct info about her job and told her that I was a Home Science student at Maharani' in Bangalore. After a little chat Mala gave details about her marketing job and that she shuttles between Bangalore and Mysore as a Regional Manager. She then asked Raji if she would be interested in joining her company as there was a vacancy as an assistant marketing manager with a good package and she was impressed by Raji. For curiosity sake Raji asked her as they had just met and hardly spoke what is it that impressed her to offer a good job. Mala replied that though as a lady she certainly felt flattered about Raji first going to her and praising her getup but that was feminine trait and personal in nature. But what prompted in her offering the job to Raji was her ability to go to a stranger and acquainting herself with that person as an important quality for a marketing person. Raji appreciated Mala's assessment and said that she was rather good at that skill, which I also seconded, and agreed to send her resume to her for further processing.
I was pleased that in spite of interacting with a variety of ladies and few men I was able to get away undetected thanks mainly to aunt, Raji and Mary. With these thoughts and an unexpected bonus for Raji in the form of a good job offer we returned home in a great mood. When aunt saw us she exclaimed this is unbelievable and asked me is it Raji with you to which I replied Mary's magic. Aunt then said Mary is really a gifted artist and in spite of so many great offers from movie world does not want to get out of Mysore. She further said with both of us dressed so well she can't think of any plan to show us off. Further her pending office work was still incomplete and hence can't go out with us. Then Raji mentioned that she has a plan which was for both of us to perform a fashion parade with different saris and aunt could take photographs and in the evening we could go to Brindavan Gardens for which Raji could arrange a Taxi from her office.
With aunts help both of us dressed up in different saris and walked down the stairs which was our ramp with the pallu in formal, free flow displaying it in several ways. Then Raji proposed that we wear the sari in Gujrati style which was gorgeous. As aunt was busy with her work between our changes of saris she took our photos in all the saris and styles. This went on upto 4pm after which all of us took rest for half hour before me and Raji got ready in Printed silk saris to go to Brindavan Gardens. Aunt told us to be careful to which Raji mentioned that there was nothing to worry as she was going with a karate champion. On the way she asked the taxi to stop at Gandhi statue and found who she was looking for and it turned out to be Hari and Krishna who got into the car with Hari sitting in the front seat and Krishna, myself and Raji in the rear seat.
It was a 40 mts journey to the gardens and after a while Raji told Krishna that she would not mind if he held my hand to which I said a firm no and told her that if she so wished Krishna could sit in the front seat and she can sit with Hari and hold his hand. She then said there is going to be plenty of time for all that once we reach the Gardens and gave a mock smile to me. In the company of Raji I was slowly learning a few tricks and after we reached the Gardens I said to Raji that today we must exchange companions and I would go with Hari and she could accompany Krishna. This seems to have excited Hari as Raji had not extended him any courtesies like holding the hand the previous day. When Raji suggested that we could all go together round the Gardens I again said like yesterday we shall go in different directions and meet in an hour's time for our return at the taxi. As was obvious Raji was not interested in both Hari and Krishna but was trying to give me some lessons and experience of Boys Company and after previous days walk with Krishna I wanted to see how Hari would behave.
It appears that the boys had exchanged notes of their experience of the previous day and must have thought that I was easier of the two girls so I also thought of playing along. As per yesterday's script Hari also told me about him, his family likes and dislikes and I also repeated the same. Then I also added that I was a girl's karate champion which was not in yesterday's script. Hence even after an Ice cream and some snacks Hari did not dare to ask me about holding the hand. He had tried to befriend a few girls but did not get far. Then I told him that one should treat the friends of opposite sex more as companions than for romance which might happen over a long period of association. He appreciated my views and agreed that I was right but asked me why I choose to change partners today to which I replied that I wanted to be friendly with both of them and wanted to get to know them both. At the end of our time I told him that he can also have the pleasure of holding my hand if he was interested and he did not hesitate a second in holding my hand and brimming with pleasure. For me it was only an experiment to see how it felt to do so and I was happy to have done that. On the other hand Raji made Krishna buy her several things to eat and drink and just made him follow her during the outing. On the return I sat in the front seat for fresh air and made Raji to sit between the boys. Only she can explain how she felt about it.
The drama was due end of next week and as decided the final rehearsals were to be held in our house. The routine in the college was classes and the remaining spent in the Karate workout which was shaping up quite well. Regarding the rehearsals at home aunt had made the required arrangements and I had decided that out of six days I would rehearse with my boys clothes only for the first 3 days and during the last 3 days I would wear only a sari on top of my boys dress just to differentiate my role though I had brought enough feminine content to my role. This aspect was well appreciated by all the members and was confident that when I was fully dressed on the D day it would be great. From my side I had decided to expose my real feminine self only on the stage as a surprise package.
As per the programme my Karate rounds would be over by Friday, the girls play was also to be staged the same evening and our play and the prize distribution was fixed for Saturday evening. As our play had shaped up well and I was quite ready with my role in all respects I decided to concentrate on my Karate even by skipping some classes which in the end was a good decision. Like me few other seniors were also practicing very hard and two of us reached finals due on Friday and seeing the other finalist I was less confident than before. Seeing my predicament aunt taught me some breathing exercises to keep me level headed and alert which helped me a great deal and made a difference between my possible defeat converted to victory by a whisker. The karate championship was really a great moral booster for me and my boisterous feeling and I had absolutely no reservations in doing the fem role. By that time the cat was out of the bag about secret of the details of our play and the actors especially the karate champion playing the fem role was the real news and the girls were pleased about it and thought they would have an easy walk over.
Some of the girls had worked hard for their male roles and took the fem roles for granted except one girl who was my junior in school and a good actress. As a team the boys group watched the girls play and found that the performance of the male roles was quite good though they lacked a bit on the male mannerisms and my school junior in a fem role was really good and best of the lot and the play as a whole was well appreciated. That brought about a lot of anxiety to our team members on two counts one the boys had to perform their roles on par with the girls if not better and secondly my fem role had to be really good to decide the competition. With these thoughts I went home and reported to aunt about the girls play and our Professor was also nervous and rang up aunt for help in improving the effect of my role. Aunt replied that he take care of the improvements in the male roles and she would handle mine and asked him to complete the final rehearsals in the morning itself so that I have enough time till evening to practice certain improvements and started scheming for the kill.
Next morning aunt made me take weekly oil massage and as the final rehearsals were to be held in the morning and the play was taking place in the evening she stayed back at home. That day after bath I dressed in one of the saris but kept the makeup to a bare minimum so that I would be adequately dressed for the final rehearsals and my co-actors could get a decent idea how I might look on the stage. Aunt and Prof supervised the rehearsals and improvised on several scenes and were quite satisfied about the performance. The boy playing my father and another who was playing the role of one of my boyfriends were excellent while the others were also quite good and my role was also very much appreciated except the doubt of how feminine I would look and act on the stage. Anyway that part of mine was a closely guarded secret only to be unfolded on the stage. Before they left aunt put forward certain requirements for me like I needed a separate dressing room and between the second, third and fourth acts the interval was to be a bit longer to be decided by me at that time. The Prof agreed and said he would do anything to win the competition.
Aunt had decided that I would wear 3 different saris during the play instead of her original plan for 2 and then set about teaching me certain way fem. handle their saris under different situations. During the first act I would wear the sari in formal way and the same sari would be worn with free flowing pallu in the second act. I would then change my saris for the third and fourth acts and practiced how I would handle or play with the pallu in different parts of the play like just holding the free end with my right hand, then bringing it on top of my right shoulder and in some scenes just letting it free and lastly to bring the pallu in front showing off the design on the folded left hand. These aspects were making all the difference in fem behavior as the girls who played the fem roles had dressed up in only one or two saris through out the play and that too was worn in formal type. Till lunch I practiced these special effects under the guidance of aunt when we were joined by Raji. Then Aunt made me rehearse the whole thing in front of Raji who also made few additions.
After lunch aunt gave a total programme of my dressing plan to Raji and told her that she would accompany me first to Mary and then to the play and personally supervise my dressing. It was also decided that I would make minimum changes between acts except sari and blouse for third and fourth acts and use only one petty coat and under garments. Then we assembled the items required act wise and packed them separately and decided to rest for a while before going to Mary's place.
When I enquired about aunts programmed she replied that she would not be coming for the play as she had some fond and emotional memories of that place when Prema was a student there and she might break down. She further said that the Prof has agreed to keep the rear gate behind the stage open only for our car and we shall go to the stage directly from Mary's place just prior to the start of play and she had arranged for a driver. Around 5 Pm we reached Mary's saloon which was opened one hour before only for us and she got to work immediately. It took her about 40 mts to work on my makeup and hair style which she said was for the first act but she then instructed Raji to make few small changes for the subsequent acts as that would give a new look for each act. She also told us to buy roses in 4 different colors for putting in my hair for each act and wished me luck. The timing was perfect for us to reach the stage through the back gate to avoid any one from seeing me till the play started in 5 mts.
As I entered the rear stage to my dressing room some of my team members around could not even recognize me and said that the room was reserved for actors and I started laughing and when I said I am Chitra of the play it was just beyond their belief. However, all the members came to find me in the dress and said that I was looking fantastic and better than most of the real girls. That also brought about lot of confidence in the boys who were sensing possibility of winning the competition and almost appeared to be possessed by the event and promised that each one of us will try more than their best and do well. As I entered the stage for the first act the crowd was dumb founded if my role was being played by a boy or a girl and if there was any foul play? It was only my voice which had a tinge of male content made them realize that the fem role was indeed being played by a boy who otherwise no where near looked like a boy but a total fem. As first act completed successfully we went into the second with greater confidence and vigor in the process were building up the tempo and my wearing the pallu free flow and certain fem nuances aunt had incorporated and variations in style had its effect.
For the third act I had a change of sari and appearance were done in minimum time and as I appeared on stage there were lots of boys whistling in appreciation. The handling of the pallu in different ways left the girls shocked and wondering why they had not thought of these ideas during their play. However I had reserved the best for the final act where my makeup and style were the best and toying with the pallu was also most feminine. Apart from me my other team members especially my father and a boy friend in the play did an excellent job to end the final act at the peak of histrionics and humor. The crowd both male and female liked the play immensely and clapping lasted for a long time even after the curtains were down.
That ended the competition and the whole team backstage was complimenting each other for good performance and Prof also came specially to compliment me on an unbelievable performance and said that irrespective of who wins he was happy with a good job done and we were able to entertain the public. He also informed that there were 3 prizes, one for the best play, one for the best actor/actress in male role and one for best actor/actress in female role. Further there were 4 judges 2 male and 2 female all of them being famous stage personalities. We had time of 15 mts for results after which the prize distribution would take place. I requested our Prof to see that my Karate prize should be given after the drama prize so that I could go home on a winning note as the drama results were not yet known. He then came back and confirmed that my request was agreed upon. In the meanwhile all of us including Raji were gossiping about the play waiting for the results.
The prize distribution started with sports, literary prizes and the drama prizes were next which made us very uneasy and nervous. Then as the announcement was made that our play had won the competition all the boys in the crowd erupted with joy and started whistling and clapping and the pleasure in the team was also on high pitch as all of us were called on the stage and the prize was collected by the senior most. When he was asked to speak on the win he simply said that but for my role acted beautifully it would have been difficult to win. The prize for the male role which was won by my boy friend in the play and before announcing the prize for female role the announcer took a few mts to reconfirm from the judges about the name and announced with a big smile my name. This was enough to set fire in the girls team and their lady Prof as they had lost out on all the prizes.
It was more than I could take as the role was thrust on me and I accepted it to save the team and our target was to win the competition which we did. But this prize was the most unexpected and when my name was called for a second time I went to the stage still in fem dress and requested that if the judges did not mind the prize should be given to my school junior from girl's team who had acted very well and the judges agreed and appreciated my gesture. However that girl refused to accept as she also felt that I had acted the fem role beautifully and deserved the prize. In the end as a compromise both of us were declared joint winners. When both of us went to the stage I told her to take the prize by saying ladies first to which she remarked that I was more feminine than most females and in real sense it was my day so I must take the prize first which I obliged. After she collected her prize she asked me how I managed to do it and I told her that she must come home some day for a detailed story and aunt would be happy to see her after 2 years. When I went backstage Raji hugged me tightly and kissed me girly style and I told her that all the credit goes to her and aunt not to forget Mary.
When public thought that the ceremony was over an announcement was made that one more prize was to be given and it was for the boys Karate champion. It was then I realized my mistake of not bringing my boys clothes to change and borrowed one of my team mates shirt and wore it on top of my fem dress and went to the stage which brought in big laughter from public along with applause. However after I collected my Karate prize I gestured by posing like a body builder showing off the biceps which brought further laughter. Then the Prof asked us if we were interested in a celebration party right away or later to which I replied that first thing I wanted to do was to go home and meet my aunt who had contributed immensely towards our win to which Prof also agreed and to party at a later date and said he would personally come home following week to thank her.
As soon as the celebrations were over myself and Raji went home to be greeted by aunt who was anxious about the proceedings and Raji gave her an act by act report and then the results and my gesture towards sharing the prize. When I told aunt that the girl with whom I shared the prize was Lata who happens to be daughter of one of her friend, aunt was very much pleased. Then she got a call from Lata's mother to compliment on my performance which she had seen and to thank me for letting her daughter share the prize. That night we were all terribly excited and after dinner and without even changing dress settled down on aunt's large double bed for a chat and did not realize when we had gone to sleep.
When I woke up around 9 am I found that aunt had woken early as usual but Raji was still sleeping. I found aunt in the drawing room arranging the prize in the show case and greeted me with a warm hug and a kiss on my forehead and said that the last one month was the best period in the family during past 3 years. I also felt very emotional and both of us sat on the sofa with my head on her bosom and aunt caressing me like a small child and engrossed in our special mother daughter bondage. While we were in that state of bliss Raji walked in and without saying a word sat on the other side of aunt with her head also on aunt's bosom and fondly hugging her. We were disturbed of our bliss when the phone started ringing and it was the photographer who wanted to know if he could bring the photos of our fashion parade along with the photos of the play he had taken and had recognized that I was figuring in both sets of photos and aunt asked him to come over.
However I was not keen to display my self in dress and told aunt that I would be in my room when the photographer comes home and use that time to take bath. Aunt bought all the photos from him and after he left aunt and Raji got busy looking at them and time to time exclaiming beautiful and lovely. After bath absent mindedly I dressed up in my saris and moderate makeup as usual and came out to see the photographs. Most of them were good and some were really lovely and started to put them in the album in order when I realized that as the play was over I was no more required to dress up in a sari but had still done it out of habit of past month and had suddenly become self conscious.
As if reading my mind aunt said that from next day I would be in my boy's clothes and hence she would like me to be dressed up in the saris at least till that time and in fact wanted three of us to go to the temple for thanks giving which I objected. Till the play nobody including familiar people had not recognized me whenever I had gone out in a sari in public but the same cannot be said as of now as the whole college and public had seen me in dress on the stage and will be able to recognize. I did not want to take any risk and complicate matters and hence suggested to aunt that we could offer prayers to the God in our Pooja room which aunt agreed but insisted that both myself and Raji should wear traditional silk saris and jewels of her choice.
After Raji took bath both of us were taken to my mom's wardrobe and aunt selected two pure silk saris with plenty of zari work both on the body, border and pallu which I thought may be heavy to wear. Aunt had also arranged for plenty of flowers for pooja and for me and Raji to wear after which we started our dressing up. As we completed our wearing the saris I found that they were soft and not so heavy and were really looking gorgeous on both of us as if we were in bridal dress. Then aunt made both of us wear pearl and golden necklaces and gold bangles. Raji also wore diamond ear studs which I could not wear as my ears were not pierced and wore the clip type ear rings after which aunt made both our hair in conventional plaits with plenty of flowers tucked in. Once we were ready under the guidance of aunt performed pooja and thanked God for the good things bestowed on the family. After admiring both of us aunt took more photographs in silk saris.
After enjoying wearing those beautiful silk saris we decided to change over to house wear and Raji choose to wear one of the saris I had worn in act 3 of the play and I asked aunt if I could wear Raji's skirt and blouse which she agreed. After going through Raji's clothes I selected a cotton skirt with multi colored flowery pattern and a matching yellow blouse along with silk scarf. Then Raji decided to change my wig to one with short hair and made my hair into a nice pattern she had learnt at Mary's and modified the makeup to suit. When aunt saw me in this dress she gave big broad smile in appreciation and I stayed in that dress till lunch and rest. In the evening all of freshened up aunt told Raji that the dress requirements for her at home were withdrawn and she could wear what ever she desired to which Raji replied that she had taken a great liking for the saris and would prefer to wear them over her other dresses. When it was my turn to change dress aunt preferred me to wear a sari she had bought for Prema just before the accident which she had never worn.
As the evening was passing I was sensing that aunt was getting emotional about her memories of Prema and all the time cuddling and caressing me with her kisses. With great hesitation and almost choking she told me that from next day I would be wearing, rightfully, only boy's clothes. However she asked me once in a way, if she desired to see Prema in me, whether I would be willing to wear fem clothes which she felt would be a great personal favor to her. I somehow had a feeling that this topic would come and hugged her affectionately and told her that I would wear fem clothes whenever she wished provided she would not cry and I was not required to go out in public at which she broke down and wept for five mts. Both I and Raji consoled her and after composing herself said they were tears of pleasure not pain as she is fortunate to find both a son and daughter in me.
I then decided to make the situation lighter and told her that as I have agreed to her request to dress whenever she desired, I also have a request. Both Raji and aunt were wondering what was it that I was going to say. Then I told aunt that during the last one month of dressing in fem clothes I have sort of developed a liking for wearing them and at times regretted having to change in to boys clothes to go to college and hence aunt should permit me to wear the fem clothes whenever I also felt a desire for wearing them to which aunt said an instant yes. She also proposed that I needed a fem name when I was in fem dress and we deliberated and finalized that as my male name was Ram we should convert it in to female gender by calling me as Rama.
With the end of play I did have problems in the college coping with a few boys trying to tease me for my girly role behind my back but were afraid to go any further due to my reputation as a Karate champion. Though a few girls did envy me for the role I had played to perfection, I found a plenty of girls being quite friendly to me, which also made me popular among boys. In fact a group of girls were so friendly that at times made me feel as if I was one of them. Though this came as a surprise to me, in a way I also enjoyed their company with my newfound liking for girly things.
One of those days my junior with whom I shared the best actress prize wanted to visit my home to know the full details how I had managed to put up such a good performance and asked me if it was possible to be dressed up as a fem when she came over. As I had some kind of nascent love for this girl agreed to her request and asked her to come home on the following Sunday. By the time she came home I had dressed up as a beautiful looking girl and received her to her immense pleasure. As aunt had to go out for few hours we were left to ourselves during which, we had a great girly time and gave her full details of how I was forced in to accepting the role and subsequent events.
I also told her that as I had developed expertise in dressing up as a girl I did not mind dressing up once in a while for the pleasure of my aunt. As per understanding with my aunt I dressed up whenever she desired or I myself felt like enjoying the pleasures of fem dressing which had become a part of my personality. Anyway my junior really loved finding me in a dress and had no hesitation in extending physical contact which both of us thoroughly enjoyed.
Even at home I dressed up in fem clothes either when aunt desired or when I felt like doing so myself, mostly on weekends. Aunt was quite pleased with this arrangement and found her in good moods most of the times. Now it was time for exams followed by summer vacations during which I dressed up in saris some times other than weekends also, though never went out dressed up. Around that time one of my classmate Kartik's mom Nalini came to meet aunt to discuss about her son. She was staying alone in Mysore with her son as her husband was away in Africa working and would visit home once in two years. It seems she had heard about the efforts aunt had put in preparing me for the fem role.
During the discussions she expressed her compliments to aunt in preparing me for the girly role and good performance I had put up. Further she mentioned that her son for the past few years had taken to cross dressing trying to wear her dresses secretly. It seems he was so obsessed with the desire that he was not even concentrating on his studies which was noticed by her and was unable to find reasons for his lack of concentration. However he was caught in the act couple of months back at which the boy broke down and told her that his urge to dress up as a fem was beyond his control and was totally pre occupied with the thought, interfering in his concentration. She then tried to soothe him and reason with out much success, which worried her as the important exams were round the corner. Ultimately mother and son came to an understanding that if she would help him in dressing up in fem clothes he might be able to concentrate in his studies better.
With this understanding she would dress up her son in her saris as soon as he returned from college and true to his promise the boy more than made up in his studies for the lost time, as the main problem troubling him was out of the way. In fact his birthday was just prior to his exam dates and as a birthday present he demanded his mother to buy him two saris with all the accessories and to stitch suitable blouses for his size. As such she had no choice but to fulfill his request, which made him very happy, with fem dress as the best birthday gift ever received. Being a good student he had done very well in his exams but at the cost of sanction to cross dress.
As of now being holidays he dresses up in saris most of the time and shuts himself in his room when the housemaid is around. Nalini aunty said that she was at a loss to digest the behavior of her son and really did not know what to do. She had considered going to a Psychologist for help but Kartik was just not cooperative. Hence she tried to check on the internet about her son's problem, found loads of information and was surprised that a large number of people across the world indulge in cross dressing.
As a matter of fact the latest info suggests that it has genetic cause and one can do nothing about it. Further an article suggests that the best solution is to accept it as a harmless problem as any effort by the family to forcefully stop the behavior may lead to undue mental tensions and depression. After all this information she has now come to accept her son as he was but was still afraid about her husband's reaction. Hence she had made it very clear to her son that she may accept him as he was but she was not prepared to take his side if his father came to know about it. Her accepting his dress preference had made him very happy and of late dresses up nicely all by himself. In fact he had started growing hair since he came to the understanding with his mom.
These days he is making extra efforts in making up and at times when he is nicely dressed up Nalini aunty said that she finds it difficult to say if he is her son or daughter. Anyway now that she is used to finding him in a sari all the time she has in fact started to treat him as a daughter and has even given him a fem name of Arti. In short the mother daughter relationship is going well and even she was enjoying the pleasure having a daughter in her son, which she had missed out
Then Nalini asked Aruna aunty if I indulged in dressing as a fem even after the play to which Aruna aunty replied that I did dress up occasionally to fulfill her desire to see her departed daughter in me. Then Nalini aunty mentioned that ever since her son had started dressing up on a regular basis he had not stepped out of the house and did not have the courage to go out dressed or meet any of his friends thus leading a lonely life confined to home. Further she requested Aruna aunty if it would be possible for her to permit Kartik also to come to our house to dress up in a sari and spend time with me whenever I also planned to dress up as a fem. Aruna aunty then told her that she would discuss the proposal with me and let her know.
After Kartik, s mother left aunty explained to me the details about him and asked me if I was willing to consider Nalini aunt's request. I thought over for a while and felt that I had legitimate public exposure as a fem and really did not matter but asking Kartik to come over to play dress up might be helpful to him in coming to terms with both cross dressing and reality. Hence I told Aruna aunty to inform Kartik,s mom that he could come over to our place on Saturday afternoon and spend weekend with me in dress. Accepting her request turned out to be great relief to both Kartik and his mom. In fact Kartik rang me up to confirm the invitation to spend weekend with me but felt shy to mention about cross dressing though he said that he would be eagerly looking forward to meeting me.
In fact the weekend did come and Aruna aunty had told me that she would return late from office around 4 pm. Though I was expecting Kartik little later but to my surprise he did land up at my place sharp at noontime carrying a bag containing clothes for the weekend. I welcomed him with a smile but found him both shy and nervous.
Then I thought of relaxing him and asked him to show me the dresses he was carrying. Still shy he took out both the saris, which his mother had bought him for his birthday one of which was a nylon sari with beautiful floral design and the other was a nice multi colored kota cotton sari. I then opened the saris and put them on myself to feel them, which appeared to relax Kartik who just seems to have overcome his shyness and had started smiling. I then asked him if he would let me wear one of his saris, which he agreed with great pleasure. I further enquired about his ability to dress n make up and he replied that he was just about moderate to the extant his mom had permitted him.
We then went to my room and I taught him how to prepare for a dressing up session giving him lessons in shaving, cleaning the face etc and once done both of us dressed up in house wear saris to commence make up. Both of us sat in front of my large mirror as I started teaching him step, by step process by first doing it on myself and then asking him to copy. I then corrected him where ever necessary and in half an hour both of us had completed our makeup. The next step was doing the hair and as he had grown long hair I also opted to wear a shorthaired wig and started styling it in to a nice fashion. However, he found it difficult to copy and hence I opted to style his hair also in a suitable style.
By now looking at the transformation he was undergoing in to a beautiful girl, Kartik was virtually dumb founded and could not believe himself. I then picked up his nylon sari to look for a suitable matching blouse from my wardrobe. Once done, I told Kartik that if he wished he could pick up any sari from my collection but he preferred to wear his Kota cotton sari. I had noticed that Kartik did not have padded bra and hence I filled his bra with fine cotton wool to shape. I then suggested to Kartik that before we wear the saris selected, we should finish eating n cleaning so that we do not soil our new dress. It appeared that Kartik was not used to handling dishes and cleaning enjoyed assisting me
After lunch both of us discarded our house wear to dress up in saris selected. Being quite experienced I finished quite fast and found Kartik still struggling with his pleats which prompted me to give him tips on adjusting the pallu length and make nice pleats. Once both of us fastened the sari with pins on the body and pallu we went to the next step of wearing jewels n perfume. Now with our dressing complete I found Kartik immensely happy looking at him self in the mirror and I had to admit that he looked beautiful dressed as a girl and complimented him. We then exchanged our fem names and started addressing each other as Rama and Arti, found the company of another CD very enjoyable.
Aruna aunt rang me up to know the status and I reported to her that Kartik's transformation was complete and looked beautiful as Arti, then spent our time trying to indulge in girly chat trying to imitate girls in our class. Aunt rang up and promised to be home by 4 but what we did not realize was that she had fixed up with Kartik's mom to be picked up on her way home. Since the time was only half past three we continued to enjoy our girly companionship and did not bother to pay attention to the door. Suddenly we realized that Aunt had silently entered the house with Kartik's mom and were listening to our gossip from our back and said hello girls to our utter surprise. It was then that we got up and looked at our moms.
Though Aruna aunt was not surprised at the nice way I had dressed up or had dressed up Kartik, it was Nalini aunt who could not believe the transformation her son had undergone to look like a beautiful girl. After digesting the situation she just rushed to her daughter (son) and after looking from head to foot hugged her warmly n planted kisses on her cheeks with a wide smile. Nalini aunt could not contain her pleasure and expressed it with another hug n kiss, said that she wished Kartik was born as a daughter as she looked beautiful as a girl and thanked me for making her up no nicely.
While the mother daughter admiration was on display, myself and Aruna aunty were standing by enjoying just watching them as I found Kartik or Arti both happy n shy at the same time. As the two aunts relaxed on the sofa, Aruna aunty asked if the young ladies would mind making tea for their moms and I replied with pleasure, took Arti to the kitchen. As soon as we entered the kitchen Arti just hugged me with pleasure and said thanks. I then taught her how girls hug and kiss in typical girly style, which prompted her to say that she had a lot to learn from me about girly ways.
After tea Aruna aunty suggested that I take Arti to my room and enjoy our selves while the moms would spend time with their typical ladies gossip and a bit of rest. Once in my room Arti again hugged n kissed me this time in fem style saying that this was one of best days ever since she started cross dressing and mentioned that she felt liberated. We then shifted to the standard fem pattern as Arti wanted to see my wardrobe and spent a long time discussing about my saris n dresses. Since she was still new to different types of fabrics I explained to her about the details as she just sat there trying to come to grips with the information. Next we went through all the accessories, jewels and lastly the make over items, when we realized that unknowingly we had spent over two hours.
Then I suggested to Arti that we must freshen up and change over to another sari and started the process. Once we finished make over Arti asked me if she could wear one of my printed silk sari from my wardrobe as I also opted for a similar one in different color combination. Before we changed our dress I made Arti wear a longhaired wig and plaited her hair in a beautiful style and styled my hair also in a similar fashion. Once we were ready dressed to the hilt, we found both aunts back on the sofa after a rest. As Nalini aunt looked at us, she could not believe her eyes and probably it was too much to take on one evening and tears of joy started rolling down. However this time Arti came down, wiped her tears, hugged n kissed her mother in fem style which in fact brought a broad smile on her face.
Both aunts then decided to cook dinner and asked us to enjoy ourselves as I took Arti upstairs to the terrace by switching off the lights so that she felt more comfortable in semi dark being out of four walls dressed for the first time. Somehow I felt very comfortable in the company of Arti, may be as we were birds of same feather and had missed out on girly company since Raji had left. While on the terrace both of us even left our pallu in a free flowing style and taught her several ways to play around with it.
All this was new and pleasurable experience for Arti, who thoroughly enjoyed herself while I was making note of the way she was walking, handling her dress and other fem behaviors to be corrected later. The cool breeze on the terrace really added to the sensation and pleasure of fem dressing till, we were summoned by aunts for dinner. While going down I told Arti that dinnertime without changing was going to be a test for her to eat with out soiling the beautiful dress she was wearing and told her how girls eat carefully in small quantities.
There was no end to the surprises for Nalini aunt as she saw Arti coming down playing with her pallu in different ways. While both the aunts went to freshen up us two set the table and enjoyed a nice dinner and found Arti consciously eating like a girl and avoid spilling on her dress. After dinner both of us put on kitchen aprons to clean the table, which was greatly appreciated by Nalini aunt. For Aruna aunt this was nothing new and explained that whenever I was dressed up, part of kitchen job and cleaning was my responsibility like any other daughter. Further as she was a workingwoman I helped her in house activities even when I was not dressed up and she was fortunate to find both a son and daughter in me.
As it was nearing 9 pm Nalini aunt wanted to get back home and Aruna aunt opted to drop her and asked her if we would also join her and found Arti hesitant to go out in public. I then persuaded her as it was dark and we shall be going by car with no prospects of meeting any one. On the way Aruna aunt proposed that next day being Sunday we should perform pooja at home and that she wanted to dress both of us in nice silk saris and Nalini aunt could also join in around 10 am. As we reached Arti's house it was dark as no lights were switched on which made Arti confident to get in to the house.
Once inside the door was closed and Nalini aunt wanted Arti to select a silk sari from her wardrobe while wondering about a matching blouse. I then told her that my blouses would fit Arti and I had plenty of them to find a match. Arti then selected a Banarasi
light weight sari before we left. However we found Nalini aunt getting emotional and gave Arti a warm hug n kiss before bidding bye and promised to bring jewels for Arti to wear for pooja. After we reached home Arti opted to sleep in my room on the additional bed instead of guest room. Both of us changed in to nightgowns and went in to blissful sleep.
We were woken up around 7 am by aunt to prepare us for ritual head bath as the maid had arrived. Both of us freshened up, had our coffee as the maid came to apply oil followed by turmeric paste all over the body. For Arti it was an experience to be treated like a girl and even the maid enjoyed applying oil on her long hair. After bath both of us dressed in house wear saris and Arti really enjoyed the softness and shining of her skin, result of the paste applied. Then both of us made up ourselves in traditional style, with long haired wigs nicely plaited as the occasion demanded and dressed up in our silk saris.
Aruna aunt then made me wear a diamond set of jewels including necklace, bangles belonging to my mother along with press type eardrops. However Arti waited for her mother to bring jewels, which arrived shortly consisting of a pearl set embedded in gold. The next item on the list was plenty of flowers tucked in to our hair. Nalini aunt was pleased no end to see her son blossom into a beautiful looking daughter and planted an affectionate kiss on her forehead. Then all of us performed typical Devi pooja exclusive to the fem. and sought blessing to both the families.
After the function Nalini aunt took our photos on her digital camera, which does not require any development or printing and can be viewed on the computer. Aruna aunty found this very useful as we could maintain privacy of our photos when we girls dressed up. We were given prasad of fruits and relieved of any further house hold jobs till lunch to be prepared by both aunts. We also relieved ourselves of silk saris & jewels to dress up in something lighter. Meanwhile Nalini aunt handed over to Arti few saris she had carried from home for her. Before we changed I explained to Arti about padding to be added to our under garments like panties & bra to give ourselves a better feminine look and let her wear some of mine.
Once we completed our dressing and makeover Arti found dramatic change in the way she looked, more feminine than before. At this point I must confess that Arti with lovely features was looking utterly feminine and a real beauty. I then explained to her about certain corrections to be made in her walking and behavioral patterns noted earlier to suit a fem. She then practiced the proper feminine ways for some time and was not only coming to grips with the requirements but was also thoroughly enjoying herself.
As we were relaxing for a break Arti asked me about my experiences of how I got into cross dressing and achieved perfection in dressing as a fem. I then briefly ran over my story since the role in the play forced on me and the efforts put in by aunt, Raji and Mary in ensuring perfection. I also told her about my outing dressed up prior to the play, which immensely helped me in facing the audience. I also mentioned to her that initially, though not much interested I dressed up mainly to practice for the play and aunt finding her departed daughter in me. However over a period of few weeks into dressing and improved looks as a fem courtesy, Mary I had started enjoying dressing up which gave me great pleasure. That was the reasons why I continue to dress occasionally even after the play, both for the pleasure my aunt and my own.
I also wanted to know from Arti first hand how she started her cross dressing and requested her to unfold her story. She then started by saying that he/she was the only child of his parents and for over 12 years his father has been working in Africa and as such comes home for a month once in two years. When he was young even he and his mother stayed with his father in Africa for a year, but the place did not suit his mom's health and hence decided to shift back to Mysore. Due to this situation he has always stayed alone with his mom and both were very much attached to each other.
During his pre teen years he used to be equally comfortable with both girls and boys in his neighborhood indulging in playing verity of games including few girly games, which he somehow loved. But as per normal practice girls after menstruation usually shy away from boys, and preferred to be among themselves. This was something Kartik could not understand and felt bad as he really liked company of girls as much as boys. When he brought this problem to his moms notice, she tried to explain growing up process of boys and girls being different as the reason why girls at that stage avoid boys other than family and close friends. Somehow Kartik was not convinced and that was the time an occasional thought crossed his mind that he should have been a girl instead of a boy.
The main difference between external looks of boys and girls noticed by Kartik during pre teen age is mainly in the dress they wear and size of hair and girls growing breasts.. Since then he started growing his hair and started taking keen interest in their dress and started imagining himself in girly dress. Even at home he started paying attention to the saris his mother would wear and how they felt very nice on his body during his mother's absence. This exploratory stage went on for a year during which he would occasionally try to wrap his mothers sari on him self to feel the pleasure. However he found that saris were too complicated for him to wear.
However during that time he went to visit his uncle at Bangalore, who had two daughters about his age one a year younger and the other a year older. During his stay, being close family the girls did not mind playing with him and he was even delighted to join them in a few girly games. The other important development during the visit was his exposure to the left over girly clothes in the bath. Since his cousins used to wear skirts or Salwars , he found them easy to wear unlike saris of his mom. Every day he would make it a point to use bath after his cousins and thoroughly enjoy the pleasure of wearing their dresses.
Kartik after returning to Mysore enjoyed the fond memories of time spent with his cousins and the opportunity he had in dressing in their clothes. This led to his strong desire to dress at home also, but he was yet to come to grips with sari dressing and started exploring ways to learn the art. More than any thing else he had become obsessed with fem dress and would all the time keep observing ladies or girls for the dress they were wearing and quite often imagine him self in their dress. This was the time he finished school and joined my college with a reputation of being one of the bright boys.
As we were half way through his story we were called for lunch. Nalini aunt by now had stopped getting surprised about the improvements being made by Arti. She gave broad smile of approval when she saw her looking more feminine than before with the looks as well as walking style and took more photos. After lunch we girls finished the cleaning job, which Arti seemed to enjoy doing. Nalini aunt wanted to get back home and asked Arti if she would also accompany but I requested her to let Arti stay till evening and that we would drop her. Aruna aunt wanted to rest and we girls got back to my room to complete Arti's story.
During the first year in college Kartik was mostly pre occupied looking at girls and lady teachers concentrating mostly on their dress and his imaginary world. This excessive involvement in mind game had its effect on his studies and had started slipping. During summer vacations he accompanied his mother to visit other uncle in a small town nearby where there were no girls or chance to dress. However this visit provided him the opportunity to observe lady servant dress in her sari. The lady servant used to stay in their back yard out house and would take bath near the well after finishing house hold jobs and change there itself.
After observing her routine Kartik also timed going for bath at the same time and would peep through the bathroom window the way the lady servant would wear her sari. He would then practice wearing himself with the left over saris of his mom or aunt. Within a week of observing and practice he had learnt the basics of sari dressing and spent rest of the time with his male cousins. Though initially he was unhappy with visit to this place it had taught him an important lesson he so dearly desired.
On his return he started to continue his practice of sari dressing on a regular basis in the bath and occasionally when he was alone at home, would make full use of his privacy to freely dress and run around the house. He however had no clues of makeup and would try out experimenting with his mother's makeup kit. Once in a way when his mother would sleep early he would smuggle her sari and accessories to his room, lockup and enjoy the pleasure of dressing. When he was not dressing he used to be mostly preoccupied thinking about the fem dress, scheming for opportunities seriously affecting his studies. From being a bright student he had slipped badly causing his mother anxious moments as she was fully responsible for his upkeep n studies in the absence of his father.
Our play in the college and the fem role I had beautifully played also had its effect on him in desiring to dress nicely like me in the play. One day around that time his mom had to go out for few hours and asked him about his program when he replied that he was also going to college and left taking his duplicate house key. Once his mom had left home he got back and started his process of dressing up in one of his moms beautiful sari. He started with petticoat, bra, which was fully stuffed, blouse, which was little large in size but fitted fine and finally wore the sari carefully and had done a reasonably good job. As his mom was returning late he decided to go all the way by wearing her makeup in the best possible way, followed by bangles, necklace and bindi. Since he had grown hair long he combed it nicely with a mid partition and a ponytail.
Once he was fully satisfied he admired himself looking in the mirror and found a good looking girl he had become and realized that he had spent over an hour in dress. As he was on cloud nine with his best performance till date in fem dressing and running around the house, suddenly the door opened and came face to face with his mom who was shocked to see her son in a sari. This sudden and totally unexpected encounter with his mom really scared him n stood there speechless. As his mom tried to get an explanation he simply broke down and started crying like never before told her about his uncontrollable urge to dress in fem clothes.
Arti repeated rest of the story about his understanding with his mom agreeing to dress him up on a daily basis at home since getting caught in dress to enable in concentrating on his studies and how it had helped him in regaining lost ground in his studies and more than anything else felt relieved of mental struggle.
Part 3
Aruna aunt by now had finished resting and asked us if we would join her for tea and Arti opted to do the honors of making tea for all of us. It seems being dressed and looking beautiful as a fem, she was really enjoying playing that role. After tea aunt gave Arti a warm hug and kissed her on the forehead saying that she looked really beautiful. When asked about our program for the evening I told aunt that Arti wanted some tips in makeup and hair styling and we would be engaged in that activity as aunt got busy with some pending work.
Back in my room I explained to her step by step in detail the procedure to put on makeup starting from washing n cleaning the face and made her practice by herself. Arti took her lessons very seriously as if her life depended on it and made excellent progress and I taught her three styles in which she could make her hair. She then practiced all the styles and settled for the last as we came out to be greeted by aunt who was all praise for Arti not only for her beautiful fem looks but also the speed at which she had made progress. After a light dinner we decided to end a wonderful weekend of dressing up and Arti packed up her bag in my room to return home. However before we came out I found her getting emotional with tears in her eyes hugged me warmly and thanked me for the best weekend of her life. She rang up her mom to switch off the portico lights to avoid any one noticing her entering the house dressed.
Nalini aunt had whole afternoon and evening to think about what her son was going through and thought that while his cross dressing was not normal behavior, she had to help him to understand the reality. She also felt that she must handle him very carefully through this crisis period without pressurizing him. On the other hand she was overwhelmed by the pleasure he was getting out of dressing up, especially today when he was assisted in proper ways of doing it. However ever since she was married she was craving for a daughter of her own but that had not happened. Now with Kartik getting transformed into Arti and the way she looked beautiful as a girl in a way made her very happy, though artificially fulfilling her desire for a daughter in her son.
We left soon after dropping Arti at her door and bidding good night to Nalini aunt in dark. Once inside the house and door locked Nalini invited Arti with open arms as she rushed to her mom for a warm hug and a sweet kiss on her forehead.
At that time it appeared that aunt had forgotten about her son and felt as if it was her beautiful daughter who was standing in front of her. By now both mom and daughter were going through one of the happiest moments their life. Since aunt had not eaten her dinner Arti made her sit on the table while she not only served her dinner but also cleaned the table and kitchen, which was a rare privilege aunt enjoyed for the first time in her life. Afterwards both of them changed into house wear saris and aunt requested Arti to sleep in her room to enjoy the mom daughter companionship.
Nalini aunt woke up with great spirits in time for the maid's arrival and closed her bed room instructing the maid not to open the door. Arti being fully exhausted woke up around 9 am after the maid had left and was greeted by her mom with a pleasant smile. Though aunt had permitted Arti to dress up earlier after their understanding, she had never shown her acceptance or interest in his dressing, which was purely to help him in concentrating in his studies. However today was a different story as she had accepted the situation, felt that if Kartik, was born as a daughter she would have made a beautiful girl.
As both mom and daughter were in great spirits as they discussed the day's program when Arti mentioned that she needed to shop for several girly items and gave a list made out with Rama's help. However aunt told her that they may not be able to buy everything in one go but over a period she would arrange for all the items needed and together made out another list of items that could to be purchased that day and decided to go for shopping in the evening. After bath Arti dressed up in one of her mom's sari and made up in the best possible way with her moms make up kit and spent the whole day assisting her in the house upkeep, cooking & cleaning, all the while indulging in typical ladies gossip. In fact aunt talked about so many feminine things unimaginable by Arti and probably she would have never spoken such things in the company of her son. In short both of them had great girly time to their immense pleasure.
By evening Kartik was back in his boys clothes, after dressing for more than two days as a fem. However before going for shopping, aunt told him that she wanted to have a serious discussion with him about his fem dressing. She explained to Kartik that to start with she had agreed to dress him up because it was interfering with his concentration for exams. Later she found information on the subject and cooperated in his desire as he was also experiencing the pleasures. Further as she found him lonely and isolated she had even requested Aruna aunt for Ram(a)'s company in dressing up and now he was requesting for buying all those fem items needed for dressing up. Aunt said that she would fulfill his this wish also provided he regulates his dressing up to a periodic basis instead of dressing up daily as if he was a real girl, which he was not.
Hence aunt suggested that after shopping he could dress up for full week to fulfill his suppressed desires with the knowledge that all the fem items needed by him were available to him along with her cooperation. But after one week his next chance to dress would be after another week, may be for the weekend. Going further the gap would be extended to two weeks later for a weekend, finally arriving at the interval to a reasonably acceptable period of once a month. If this was acceptable to him and would cooperate with her honestly they could go for shopping. If it was anything otherwise or he breaks the agreement then she would be compelled to stop his dressing up and inform his father due to visit in near future.
This proposal of mom was rather surprising to Kartik who thought over for a while and agreed to his mom's suggestion. Further she being too dear, he thought that she was acting in his own interest and promised to abide by her wish, as even occasional dressing up with her approval and cooperation was going to be a great opportunity. With this clarity they went shopping buying few additional makeup items, bangles for his size, large size panties to add padding, proper fitting bra's, few petty coats, ladies foot wear and a new sari of his choice along with cloth in 6 colors to stitch blouses fitting his size. On the way mom stopped at the tailor and gave one of the blouse as sample to stitch new blouses and fall for the new sari, all on urgent basis to be delivered next afternoon.
Upon reaching home within no time Kartik transformed himself to his feminine form and tried out the new additions to the makeup kit, while her mom went about to add sponge padding to his panties and fill the bras also with similar soft material. Arti then tried on the new under garments, which enhanced her fem look as she looked at herself in the mirror. However she was not very pleased with her clip on earrings as very few verities were available in the market and started wondering if she might get her ears pierced to enjoy the pleasure to select from thousands of normal type available.
When aunt saw Arti with her new look and in spite of all her reservations about
Cross dressing, could not contain her pleasure and fondly kissed her on the forehead in appreciation. After dinner Arti finished cleaning the table and kitchen, aunt told her that as long as she looked like a daughter it would be a good idea for them to sleep in her room to enjoy the feminine companionship. As a matter of fact ever since Kartik was about 7 years old he had always slept in his own room, welcomed the suggestion with great pleasure and felt that being a girl also had its other advantages.
To avoid any interaction with maid Arti made it a point to wakeup late and decided to make best use of her one week in dress. After bath she leisurely went about her make up, hair styling and put on all the accessories including half a dozen bangles in each hand finishing off with a designer bindi. She had dressed in the sari her mother had gifted for her birthday but was eagerly awaiting the tailor to deliver her new sari and proper fitting blouses. She however stayed in her room when the tailor delivered her dresses an hour later. But as son as tailor left she changed in to her new sari and blouse, which looked really beautiful on her, as was confirmed by her mom with a wide smile. She stayed in her new dress for the whole day making special efforts not soiling it either during eating or during cleaning the kitchen and changed in to a house wear only to sleep.
During this one week Arti not only dressed in her own three saris but also in several of her moms which she particularly liked and made up beautifully to her utter delight even as her mom was pleased to be in the company of a daughter. In fact Arti spent a lot of time with her in the kitchen helping in cooking and indulging in fem gossip. From third day she even started learning to cook under her mom's supervision and by end of the week had graduated to cook a simple meal all by herself.
During that week housemaid did not turn up one day and Arti had no hesitation to even to wash the dishes, clean and mop the floor to the delight of her mom. This in fact prompted her to say that if she was a real girl, she would make a wonderful daughter any mom would be proud of. Well at the same breath aunt said that if she was really her daughter, then may be she would have craved for a son. Anyway being her only child she was happy that he was her son who would also occasionally double up to be her daughter. In short aunt showered all the love and affection on Arti that any daughter deserves, along with feminine companionship making her feel real girly.
In fact Arti took advantage of their companionship and asked her mom certain purely feminine questions about basic biological differences between male and female, growing up process etc. Aunt would have felt delicate if the questions were put by Kartik, but felt no hesitation in answering Arti. Being a post graduate in biological sciences she started to systematically to explain about the biology of male and female, their differences in anatomy, the process of growth as to how after puberty girls grow up to become women and boys grow up as men. She did not hesitate to speak even about child conception exclusive to females and role of periods in the life of women concluding that biologically females are much more complicated than male.
Aunt was very happy that Arti had asked these questions as a detailed explanation might put in perspective the reality, which might help in assisting Kartik to realize that cross dressing can at best be a superficial act of looking like a fem but not being one. Anyway Kartik was surprised to learn about gender differences but was also very happy to be able to dress with approval and cooperation of his mom. However aunt was working to a plan to help him in fulfilling his strong desires in a congenial way but also making him understand the reality. This she felt would certainly help him in restricting his cross dressing to an occasional and acceptable interval if not stop it completely, as also not loose sight of the fact that basically he was boy and was expected to behave like one in normal course.
By end of the week Arti also felt satisfied with her experiences of living like a girl for a full week and got back to being Kartik. With this change his mom also started treating him as such and never mentioned anything about the events of the past week. However it took him about a day to fight his urge to dress as a fem but realizing the situation and all the details explained by his mom got used being a boy that he really was. He further felt like a free bird went round the town meeting his friends and enjoying him self after a long time. In fact he was so much involved in his boyish behavior that his cross dressing urge almost ceased except for an occasional thought. Contrary to his own expectation he was both surprised and happy with himself being a boy.
However on the Friday night the thought of his formal sanction to dress as Arti did cross his mind and just smiled at himself but like on earlier occasion neither there was any sense of urgency nor undue anxiety. Hence on Saturday morning he woke up leisurely and after the maid left asked his mom with a smile if she was ready to welcome Arti. Aunt was also quite pleased with her son's behavior for the past week and lack of urgency that morning told him that a promise was a promise and would be pleased to meet her daughter. Kartik also realized that if something desired by a person is restricted, probably the desire to possess the same becomes very strong. However as was his case, since his desire was willingly accepted with pleasure, then either the intensity of the desire reduces or ceases to exist.
As a reward for the change of attitude in Kartik towards fem dressing aunt also made him feel real comfortable as Arti.. Aunt in fact noticed that after spending time with Rama, Arti had developed enhanced skill in makeup. This in fact made her to request Arti to give her also a good make over and when it was done found herself a few years younger as both of them enjoyed a great girly weekend. Arti had also learnt accept the dressing schedules and by end of the weekend had no hesitation in changing over to Kartik and having been satisfied, unlike the previous week, did not feel any urge to cross dress.
Kartik was back to his way of the boys and would spend most of the time playing with his friends even visited Ram for a day. Kartik then gave him a detailed account of the events since they last met and the new arrangement with his mom regarding cross
dressing. He also mentioned that for the first time in about 3 years he found himself liberated from mind games and felt relaxed to enjoy himself as boy. Further they discussed about future plans, while Ram was more inclined towards computer Engineering, Kartik had kept his options open for Computers and Biotechnology, had taken all India entrance exam. Ram then enquired if Kartik desired to continue to grow his already long hair and he replied that, he no longer needed them that way if his mom could buy him a wig for the occasional dressing session.
In fact the same evening he had his hair cut in a boy's style and surprised his mom while requesting her to buy a wig for Arti. Aunt was really pleased with her son and promised to buy a couple of nice wigs for her daughter. True to her promise she had bought two wigs one with a long hair and another with shoulder length hair in time for the next due date for the dressing up session and left them in his room that day. Kartik on the other hand was fully absorbed with his life as a growing up boy in the company of his peer group of friends had totally forgotten about the date and realized it only when he woke up late to find the wigs on his table.
He then felt gratified about his mom's ways of handling him through the most difficult period of his life and how wonderfully she had not only succeeded in putting his problem in proper perspective and found mutually agreeable solutions. Then he decided to tryout the new wigs and dressed up in a house wear sari with a few accessories n minimum makeup met his mom in the kitchen.
Aunt was quite pleased to see Arti after a gap of two weeks appreciated the wig and gave her a welcome hug with a kiss on the forehead. Later Arti dressed up beautifully in her favorite printed silk sari along with all the accessories and full make up to the immense pleasure of both. Since she had put on a longhaired wig aunt plaited the hair and styled in a nice fashion with flowers tucked in. Since Arti had dressed up in a beautiful sari aunt prevented her from getting much involved in kitchen activities except cutting vegetables. Further Arti thoroughly enjoyed being pampered by her mom who made it point to treat her as a fem and a daughter.
That evening they spent some time with aunt's wardrobe to select fresh dress for Arti along with a change of makeover, shorthaired wig and new hair styling. Once finished even aunt opted to change in to another dress assisted by Arti in making up in a beautiful way and both of them complimented each other for the beautiful way they looked. At this stage they appeared to be more of lady friends than mom & daughter to their mutual delight and just loved the companionship. In fact they carried forward the great feeling of togetherness even to the next day as both mom and daughter tried out several saris, makeup, hairstyles and all the jewels aunt possessed. By end of the most memorable weekend they had taken dozens of photos of each other, loaded them on the computer and thoroughly enjoyed themselves.
Being exhausted due to the heavy weekend Arti woke up late and still in a house wear sari met her mom in the kitchen, where her mom addressed as "hello Kartik the weekend is over". It was then she realized about her dress, went back to her room and changed over to become a boy and presented himself to his mom with a sheepish smile as both had a good laugh and a warm hug, realizing that they had a great time in the past two days. However the next date for dressing session as per agreement was going to be only a month later. Fully satisfied with fulfilling his urge for fem dressing Kartik was itching to get out of the house to be among the boys. Though the urge to dress as a fem did not come back in the days to follow, fond memories occasionally made him happy.
The best part of cooperation of his mom was making him in feeling secure about his urge for things feminine, and as such he had started thoroughly enjoying him self as a boy like never before in his life. About three weeks later since his last dressing, his exam results were expected any day and they were announced on Thursday with Kartik getting distinction just falling short of being among the ranks. Both aunt and Kartik were overwhelmed by his success and at the back of their mind they knew the mental struggle he had undergone months before his exams and how together they had sought a solution to his problem. The good news was communicated to his father who also planned to pre pone his scheduled visit and be available to assist in Kartiks admission process to professional college.
Kartik was very happy, wanted to go out to share his success with his friends and aunt told him that for the next few days while he could spend his day time with friends including Ram, but must spend the evenings at home with her. Kartik fully acknowledged the role his mom played in his success agreed to her suggestion.
By the time he returned home in the evening he found his mom in great spirits asked him to freshen up and come to her room. When he entered his mom's room he was surprised that his mom had laid out best of her silk sari, accessories, wig and a set of her diamond jewels. She then smilingly told him that though it may sound unusual, but it remains a fact that the fem dress had done wonders in helping him through his troubled period and hence she desired him to offer thanks giving prayers to God fully dressed up. Kartik fully understood his mother's sentiment and dressed in that beautiful silk sari with full make over, nice hair styling, accessories along with set of diamond jewels with the only regret being inability to wear the diamond studs as his ears were not pierced.
After getting ready beautifully dressed Arti and her mom prayed, thanking God in helping Kartik during his troubled times and in the process creation of Arti. Then they sought blessings for future of both as aunt took several photos and asked Arti to change in to printed silk sari for rest of the evening. She also told her that dad wanted to know what gifts both of them wanted for him to bring along as he was stopping over at Dubai. Aunt then told her that for obvious reasons she cannot ask dad to bring girly stuff for Arti and she would include some of those items like jewels, make up kits etc in her list while Kartik can ask dad to bring him boy stuff.
However aunt also wanted to buy some gifts for both Kartik and Arti and asked what would she be interested in. For Kartik it was a pair of jeans and for Arti the choice was left to her mom. However Arti had a request, which she would reveal only if her mom would promise to grant and aunt promised to get if she could afford it. Then Arti requested her mom to get her ears pierced so that she could wear those lovely ear drops, rings, danglers, studs etc. Aunt thought over the request for a while and said that getting the ears pierced was the easiest thing to do but asked him how would he face his friends and dad and what explanation he could offer. She promised her daughter that she would think over the problem and find a solution.
Next day Kartik did not waste time to be among his friends and aunt was trying to find solution to his problem. Some time around noon she was sensing a possible solution in a Baba from a near by town. He was known to bless people and would ask them to wear ear rings made out of eight metals to solve a few health problems and made enquires from her friends who had received them. Next day she set out to meet the Baba along with Kartik and waited for their turn to see him in privacy. Aunt then explained to Baba about the mental trouble her son had undergone and that they had found temporary solution. However she wanted him to bless her son to find a lasting solution at which Baba just smiled at them and asked them to collect the ear rings which should be worn on auspicious days in the night.
Now that aunt had obtained formal sanction for Kartik to wear ear rings she got his ears pierced the same evening and if anyone enquired about it including his dad an explanation was available. On the way back aunt also bought quite a few earrings, drops, danglers. As the piercing was still raw he had to keep wearing one earring for a few days for the hole to dry and to avoid closing and hence he had to stay home.
Kartik was really happy with his pierced ears, did not waste any time to transform himself as Arti and even aunt too was pleased to share her happiness. As a special gesture she even permitted Kartik to dress up for the whole week to enjoy new additions to his ears to make up for next date of dressing, which would not be possible as dad would be around at that time. Being confined to home Arti made it a point to take over the cooking and cleaning jobs in the process enhancing her abilities with her moms guidance, which gave aunt a break from her routine. In about two days the hole in her ears had dried up thus giving her opportunity to try out all the other new ear wear while dressing up beautifully and just loved each of those new additions.
Even though aunt had permitted dressing up for the whole week Kartik decided to spend at least the morning hours till lunch time with his friends and rest of the time at home as Arti. He even met Ram one morning, who had also passed creditably and discussed their plans for admissions to professional colleges. However while there, his pierced ears did not miss Rams attention, told him about his request to his mom and how she had arranged it along with a backup explanation as both friends had a good laugh. When he invited Ram to his house for a dressing up session he politely declined saying that like him he had also fixed intervals for dressing to once in three months unless it was, reversed by his aunt. Further Ram told him that he had thoroughly enjoyed their dressing up together and would look forward to doing it some time in future.
While he was with his other friend's the piercing was a topic of discussion and armed with a convincing explanation there was absolutely no problem. At the same time he had developed great faith in his mom's ways of handling any problem and appreciated her fore sight. Once back home he would change into a house wear for lunch n rest after which both mom and daughter would leisurely spend time in dressing up with a good makeover, all the accessories, hair styling, and jewels including the latest ear wear to thoroughly enjoy their feminine companionship. By end of the week Kartik had more than fulfilled his urge to dress up as Arti, had absolutely no reservations or problems to wait his turn more than a month later.
Meanwhile his results of Biotech entrance were announced and were well placed in getting admission to one of the good institutes and the process for Engineering admissions had also started. As per schedule his dad also arrived and it was like festival time at home. Dad was really proud of his son's performance and had brought him many more gifts than demanded and further announced that he was going to buy him a scooter as a special gift. Kartik was over the moon with all the goodies and as family they had a great time. Dad also discussed the future course of action and told him that as per present trend both Biotech and Computer Engineering were good propositions and he could opt for either with his only requirement that his further education must continue in Mysore.
With a break of 10 days time available before his engineering admission process resumed Dad decided that they must go for a holiday to Shimla and arranged to fly up to Delhi from Bangalore and return. The whole family thoroughly enjoyed the vacation and Kartik loved the man to man companionship with his dad which brought about a new perspective to his life.
Though he was just past 18 dad treated him like a grown up and a friend telling him that in his absence he was the man of the house. Further he gave him various responsibilities to handle independently to explore and experience the ways of the world. Aunt was terribly pleased the way dad was treating Kartik, in the process giving him the experience of growing up from a teenager to a man. It appeared that with in a few weeks dad had more than made up for his absence as both aunt and Kartik just felt great.
After returning from vacations dad bought a scooter for Kartik and opened a separate bank account in his name to deposit good amount of money advising him to learn how to manage his financial requirements. He further advised him to send him monthly details of expenses by E-mail and plan in advance his financial requirements so that the funds are deposited directly in his account. With his new scooter around Kartik was keen on experiencing the pleasures of driving, would have an early lunch to meet with his friends to return only by evening. In a way this was a blessing in disguise for his mom and dad as his absence provided them the privacy they so dearly needed. During their time together dad asked aunt about pierced ears of Kartik and got a convincing reply, which satisfied him.
Around that time his Biotech entrance admissions were announced and got admission in Madurai and the Engineering process was delayed by a few days. Hence dad extended his stay by 15 days to the immense pleasure of both aunt and Kartik, who had taken a great liking for his dads company as never before and requested dad to come home at least once a year. In return dad said that it would be difficult for him but proposed he with his mom could join him in Africa for a few days in a year's time such that in alternate years both could visit each other. Further he mentioned that in a few years time he intended to return home permanently. Within a week after that his Engineering admission were finalized and he got admitted to the college in Mysore itself in computer science. Best part was that even Ram had also joined the same college to the great pleasure of both.
With his dads mission accomplished it was time for him to return which some how turned out to be emotionally charged and for the first time Kartik was going to miss him badly. However dad reminded him that from then on he was going to be the man of the house and should learn to cope taking that responsibility. It also appeared that during this month and half he had grown several years beyond his age. Both aunt and Kartik went to Bangalore to see off dad and were in somber mood for a few days and slowly got adjusted to the reality. One surprising thing was that during the time since his dad had arrived, the thought or urges to dress as a fem had never occurred to him.
Kartiks College was to commence in a weeks time and about 3 months since he had dressed up with Ram and got a call from him if he desired to have a joint dressing session coming weekend. Though he did not have a strong urge like before he loved dressing up with Ram and their feminine companionship, said yes. They then decided that Kartik would go to Ram's place on the Saturday morning and both would return to his place that night to continue dressing till Sunday night. However weekend was still two days away and he decided to spend those days at home after lunch to dress till next morning.
When he sought his mom's approval for his program she readily agreed as he had missed out on two monthly dates. In fact she teased him saying that as per his dad he was the man of the house but if he opted to be a woman she had no problems.
More than anything else he was keen to try out all the latest girly makeup stuff dad had brought along with a dozen beautiful saris for which mom had already stitched blouses for both of their sizes without his knowledge. With aunts help he tried on the latest make up items and felt great at the end result to be followed by all the accessories, new polyester sari, jewels ending his make over with long haired wig styled nicely. With the new make up and beautiful sari, Arti was looking real cute which prompted aunt to give a warm hug n kiss. After that aunt also changed into a new sari to enjoy the feminine companionship with her daughter. In fact they even spent the next day dressed up thoroughly enjoying them selves.
On Saturday morning Kartik got ready early after breakfast, packed his bag with new dresses, accessories, makeup kit and left for Rams house on his scooter. As he was entering aunt was getting ready to leave for office greeted him with a smile and congratulated him on his admission. Further he was pleased to find Rama already in a house wear sari waiting for him to start the scheduled program. After they got into Rama's room Kartik also followed suit and unpacked his latest collection of make over items to leisurely start the proceedings. In half hour they had completed their dressing and were terribly pleased how both had transformed into beautiful looking girls. Though Arti had sufficiently picked up the art of dressing in a sari, as far as hair styling was concerned Rama had an edge in styling the hair nicely and did Arti's hair also.
For a while both the girls ran around the house in two inch heeled sandals to enjoy feeling the pleasure of their dress after which they settled down on the sofa for a girly chat. Their discussion generally centered on girly things and how they have come to enjoy looking like girls, when Rama mentioned that even though she enjoyed herself dressing up it was purely for fun and made her aunt happy. Where as Arti could not find any plausible explanation except to say that it was pure urge and explained all the details aunt had found on the subject.
She further said that initially when she used to dress secretly the urge was very strong keeping him pre occupied with the subject all the time. However since her mom had accepted her problem and cooperated, the urge has almost disappeared. Any way Arti said that now she loved dressing up once in a way and companionship of Rama was the best thing to happen but felt that unlike her she lacked the courage to go out dressed.
Then they tried to share their knowledge of feminine gender, which they had adopted and Rama said that though his aunt and cousin had helped him looking and behaving like one being a boy, neither of them had given any further details. Arti tried to explain as many details as she could remember about her moms lecture on the subject including feminine specific monthly periods and use of tampons.
Aunt then rang up to say that she would be a bit late and hence lunch would be delayed which prompted Arti to give a surprise to her on return by cooking lunch. For Rama it was a new experience but thoroughly enjoyed assisting Arti who in the end had turned out a simple but decent lunch. When aunt returned and saw what the girls had done fondly kissed both of them and added a few more items. The girls particularly loved the food as it was their effort.
After lunch, cleaning job done girls went to Rama's room to continue their practice of
Feminine behavior as aunt desired to rest for a while. We also utilized that time to relax indulging in girly chat I had learnt in the company of my cousin Raji and told Arti about my special group of girl friends in college who, after play had made me feel as one of them. We then decided to change and put extra efforts in make over, hair styling etc and got ourselves ready beautifully in time for evening tea with aunt. She was very pleased to meet us and felt gratified that Rama could find a cross dressing companion in Arti as they had really jelled to becoming good (girl) friends. For rest of the evening till dinner she made them feel really feminine and wanted that way. As per program Rama packed her bag with necessary dresses and accessories to go to Arti's place.
It was then Arti realized that she had come in her scooter that morning and was wondering if she should change over to boy's clothes. Rama advised her not to bother about changing her dress as it was already dark and with helmet no one will be able to recognize her. However as a precaution Arti rang up her mom to switch off the portico lights till they entered the house. Anyway Arti was terribly thrilled to go out open in public for the first time and a bit nervous drove slowly and carefully to reach her home. On the way stopping at a few traffic lights, and driving through a market place was an experience by itself. On meeting her mom she gave triumphant look of achievement to
express her pleasure of being out in public dressed.
Aunt was very pleased to find Rama giving company to Arti and to have two girls around in the house as all three indulged in feminine gossip late in to the night before changing over to house wear to sleep. As such both the girls woke up past 9 am after the maid had left. During the day both of them had dressed in three different saris with change of makeover, hair styling and jewels. Even aunt joined them in the process as if she was their elder sis than aunt, herself changing dress twice turning the ambience of the house totally feminine.
In the evening she proposed the girls to show off their beauty like a fashion parade and recorded it in her digital video. In fact Rama took the lead as she was experienced and gave several poses each with a different style of handling the pallu, which turned out to be a great show. Arti followed suit putting in her best performance but felt she still had a lot to learn from Rama.
Like all good things their wonderful companionship in dress was coming to an end after dinner and time for Rama to get back and wanted to ring up her aunt to come and pick her up. Then Arti opted to drop her in her scooter to again experience pleasure of going out in public dressed.
This time however Rama opted to drive asking Arti to sit in the pillion seat and both of them were thrilled... It was only after dropping Rama that Arti realized, she was going to be entirely on her own for the return home which made her a bit nervous. However she started her return by avoiding main roads and market place by going through by lanes in the process gaining tremendous confidence to reach home safely.
Next morning both were back to their original form and eagerly looked forward to the commencing of their Engineering College. By now Ram and Kartik had become good friends and it was no surprise that they struck to each other even in the Engineering College. Ram found that in total there were 6 students from his earlier institute, 3 boys and 3 girls though the other boy was not in the friend's category. But among the girls two of them Rima & Mira were from his special group of girly friends and with in a few days those girls with Ram & Kartik formed a group spending most of the time in the college together. Even though the girls were slightly hesitant in the beginning to open out with Kartik soon realized that he also belonged to their category as all of them had a good time together.
As per his taste Ram soon found himself in the college Karate team but found that not much was happening on the drama front. After a few months some seniors were keen to stage a play and requested students to come forward but still found numbers short. Then Ram requested Kartik and their girly group to join in to complete the numbers. Though it was a simple play and a small role for Kartik it took him a lot of practice to make a decent presentation. Even for the girls of their group it was a new experience, all of then enjoyed very much to make the play a success.
On the other hand Kartik was now back in full form in studies and was the class topper, would make extra efforts to help others in the group to see that they were not far behind.
He was also having a great time with his group of friends where the girls did not hesitate to even speak about typical girly topics in the company of Kartik or Ram or both which in a ways satisfied the feminine instincts of the boys. Kartik had become friendlier with one of the two girls Rima, who was the youngest in the group an year younger to him, and would occasionally spend time with her by themselves. Over a period he had realized that girls loved to speak about dress & fashion more than anything else and him self being exposed to the subject would participate in discussions on those subjects.
Whenever any of the two girls dressed up nicely Kartik would make it a point to compliment them and on occasions would suggest which of their dresses suit them better. Thus being friendlier Rima would even ask for his advice while stitching a new dress for the design and at times he would accompany her to select a dress. In the absence of dressing up himself Kartik used to have a good time discussing the subject with the girls. Further their discussions at times extended to other areas of feminine interest like hair styling or jewels. Well, the group of friends had a great time, and was half way through their second year.
It was again time for annual drama staging and seniors had suggested an unusual play which demanded one of the male characters to dress as a fem in the last act and were confidant about Ram playing that role as he had done before. However he refused to accept the role saying that last time was a one off experiment forced on him by the college and aunt. They then tried to find a boy from juniors without success. Though Kartik was aware of the situation and at heart was keen to play that role, did not show any inclination, as he desired that others should come forward to request him for the same. As all other options were exhausted the seniors did come and requested him, which he eventually accepted after initial resistance.
By himself Kartik was quite excited at the prospect of dressing up in public like a dream come true. Even the girls were quite pleased with him and told him that it was their responsibility to ensure that he did a good job. As part of their plan when they were just among themselves started addressing him in feminine terms including calling him by the fem name of the role Sita. In the process of preparation for the play they decided to give him practice in fem dress and mannerisms at his house over a few weekends. Regarding the dress they deliberated between a salwar suit and a sari, finally deciding on a sari. For moral support even Ram, experienced in playing fem role, also joined in though he did not dress as a fem.
Kartik then gave this news to his mom insisting that he was persuaded to accept the role and gave her the program of his friends, being unaware of his dressing habits, coming over to help him with the dressing and role. Aunt then decided that he would only practice with dress and a scarf to cover the head without a wig, which would be provided only next day. This arrangement was just to hide from the girls about his reality of cross dressing habit and that all the items would be made available in time for the stage appearance. Further it was decided that after dressing him up and arrival of his friends she would go out of the house to make him freer to interact with the girls in a girly way.
As they were assembling for the first dress practice Kartik insisted the girls also to come dressed in a sari and that his mom would dress him up before their arrival. Ram along with the girls reached his home as scheduled were welcomed by aunt, told them that Kartik was getting ready and would meet them in a while. Aunt then expressed her surprise at her son agreeing to play the role and asked the girls as to what prompted him to accept. The girls told her that he was really not interested but in the absence of any one else coming forward they had persuaded him to accept the role failing which the play would have been cancelled.
At that moment, Kartik emerged from his room in his partial feminine form and said "hay girls, hope I am presentable enough". Seeing him in a sari the girls were more than surprised to find that even without makeup and wig he was looking quite girly as aunt excused her self to go out and leave them to their practice. As soon as aunt disappeared both the girls hugged Sita of the play with pleasure and kissed her in girly style while mentioning that with a good make up and a wig she would look beautiful as a girl.
Sita then mentioned that aunt was arranging for a wig next day from a friend, as the girls felt that she should at least wear a bindi, few bangles, ear rings and ladies foot wear, which were borrowed from aunts dressing table. Somewhat satisfied at her looks the girls started with the basic lessons of girly behavior of walking, speaking and handling the sari, which they demonstrated and made Sita practice. Though Kartik was quite good at this art having enough experience with Ram pretended to be a good student and within an hour had shown substantial improvement in feminine skills to the amazement of the girls.
Around that time Ram got a call from home to return for some urgent work and left leaving three girls to themselves. After Ram departed the girls felt more at ease and gave a warm hug to Sita mentioning that they were loving the companionship, spent rest of the time in pure girly gossip till aunt returned. When aunt returned they told her that Kartik is a fast learner and within a few weekends he would be perfectly feminine in his acting. After they left and to aunts surprise Kartik changed into his boys clothes explaining that even though the play was giving me opportunity to dress in public he had desired to spend only that much time in fem dress when the girls were around for practice.
Next day the girls turned up on time but Ram was going to be late and we started our practice with addition of wig and light makeup. As such the girls were delighted to find enhancement in my fem looks concentrated on feminine behavioral pattern and taught her how girls keep shuffling and adjusting sari pallu both with the free end and on the bosom. Further they also taught her how girls make face in different ways and made her practice. However Ram did not turn up being struck elsewhere and after sufficient practice they felt it was enough for the day. As both the girls being more comfortable with Sita gave her a warm hug, kissing in girly style. However Kartik though dressed and behaving like fem was thoroughly enjoying the intimate body contact with the opposite sex for the first time.
Kartiks practice went on for two more week ends before the play was to be staged along with increase in the feminine content and behavior which the girls just loved admiring (themselves) for the result their effort had produced. Along with the improvement, the feminine companionship with the girls was also growing to the extant that they used to treat Sita as a real fem with enhanced physical contact. Aunt and Kartik debated about the extant to which he was needed to make up as a fem during the play. They decided that since he was playing a male in first part and a fem in the last part of the play, make over should be bare minimum unlike Ram who had played a total fem role. Regarding make over during the play it was decided that aunt would go to the back stage to do the needful.
On the whole the play was a success and Kartik's dream of formal public exposure in a fem dress had been fulfilled. However after the play he made it point to change in to his boy's clothes and took the compliments for his fem role in a casual way. Further being one of the bright students in the college he did not face any teasing or other problems. It was only the girls from his group, who continued to address him as Sita, when they were by themselves and he did not mind. Apart from the preparations for the play Kartik dressed up once in a month or two and had a joint session with Ram once in 6 months, which of course was always a pleasurable experience.
As usual he maintained his record of being first in college, and among ranks in the university, also helped his group in their difficulties with studies. Unexpectedly dad was busy during his vacations and hence they could not visit him the previous year. As per schedule dad came home for vacations with lots of gifts for both and dad was very much pleased to meet his son who was growing up to be a man. The whole family had a great time and Kartik had enrolled in a car driving learning school got his licence within a month. By end of his visit dad bought a car for the family and handed over to Kartik as a special gift for his good performance. They also had a family outing in their car to Ooty, all of them thoroughly enjoyed, especially dad and son companionship, an experience for both.
On the day college reopened for his 3rd year Kartik came in his car to show off his new gift and took his group for a drive. This was the toughest year of the Engineering course and the all the members of the group concentrated on their studies and would occasionally assemble either at Ram's or Kartiks place for combined studies. As such even his dressing up during the year was only twice once by himself and once in the company of Ram. Though he would regularly use his scooter for college, occasionally he would use the car to take his friends out for a drive. Another positive development that year was his getting much closer to Rima who also cherished his company.
They also kept out of acting in any play during 3rd and final year to concentrate in studies, which was keeping them quite busy along with attending few campus interviews. Fortunately, all of them got placements, with Kartik and Rima in the same company at Bangalore. The other girl Mira got placement at Madras and Ram in a different company at Bangalore. As it was their last year in college all of them spent as much time as possible together. During winter vacations the girls got a bright idea and suggested that they desired to enjoy the girly company of Kartik and requested him to dress up for them. Then Kartik agreed to their proposal provided Ram, who was a senior to him in fem dressing also agreed to do the same. After a bit of resistance Ram also agreed to have some girly fun.
All of them decided to meet at Rams place on a Sunday morning when his aunt was out of station for a day. Kartik as per program had reached in advance and both of them dressed beautifully with best of saris, wigs, accessories, fem foot wear and jewels well in time before the girls reached. When the girls saw them, fully dressed up, they were in for a surprise to find them utterly feminine and beautiful. They then confessed that they were getting a complex as they themselves being real girls were not looking as beautiful. Then Ram explained to them that he was fully trained in fem make up due to the drama and even now occasionally dressed up at the request of his aunt. When the girls turned their attention to Kartik, he also explained that it was entirely the girls fault to have forced him to play the fem role and teach him girly dressing and behavior which made his mom also to request him to dress up occasionally to enjoy seeing a daughter in him.
Further Ram told the girls not to get complexes as he could transform them into real beauties and took them to the dressing room. When the girls saw all the imported cosmetics, mainly belonging to Kartik they were in for feast. Ram made each of the girls sit and started their make over from the basics and when it was completed they were radiating with pleasure at their transformation. He further made their hair in to beautiful style's as the girls were just stunned with admiration. Without even changing their dress the girls were looking many times more beautiful than before. Ram also told the girls that it was easy to deal with them as making over a boy was much more difficult. All of them spent their time in a really girly fashion as the girls treated Ram and Kartik to some dancing performance and made them also to try.
By afternoon the girls cooked a good lunch to every ones pleasure and rested for a while gossiping after which Ram proposed a change of dress which was unanimously agreed. While Kartik and Rima changed in to saris, Ram and Mira opted for skirts and blouses. This time however the girls closely observed all the makeup procedure and clarified any doubts with Ram, being the expert. They spent another two hours thoroughly enjoying the best time of our association before the girls changing over to their original dress to return home and kissed us bye.
Rest of the year before the final exams was spent exclusively in studies and all of them had done well in their exams. After a weeks rest from hectic schedules all of them decided to drive to Brindavan gardens one evening in Kartiks car. By now it was clear to Ram and Mira about developing relation between Kartik and Rima. Hence after reaching the garden Ram proposed that they split into two groups with himself and Mira going in one direction to allow budding lovers time to enjoy. This was an unexpected opportunity for Kartik who took Rima to a far away secluded part of the garden by holding her hand with great hesitation. Though he had done it a few times when dressed up as a fem, it was a first time experience for both and warmly reciprocated by Rima.
After they relaxed on a bench Kartik took the next step by putting his hand around her shoulder quietly enjoying their companionship. Then he expressed his love for her and sought her opinion to which instead of saying in words she planted a kiss on his lips and hugged him warmly. Kartik was over the moon with the first formal kissing experience of his life and reciprocated with equal warmth. Though Rima had dared to kiss Kartik, feeling shy, desired to move out of that place trying to control her feelings. Kartik was also in similar situation as they moved in to the crowd with out uttering a word for a while. Then they decided to carry forward their personal relationship when they can find time exclusively by themselves and got back to their normal selves to meet the other two friends.
During the coming days Kartik was mostly absorbed with his brief but memorable evening with Rima and met her a few times wherein they tried to understand each other regarding their ambitions, likes, dislikes. They even went to a couple of movies to enjoy their companionship which had got a new direction, eagerly looking forward to taking up jobs in Bangalore after results which would give them greater opportunity to be together.
When informed about the job offer, in a software company dad wanted him to consider going to US for masters but mom did not appear enthusiastic as she had lived away from her husband for many years and now she did not want her only child going away. When Kartik talked to Rima about dad's proposal she also appeared disappointed, as they had made great plans about companionship in Bangalore. Since two important ladies in Kartik's life were not keen he informed dad that he was more interested on taking up the job, staying just three hours away from home. Kartik's family also decided to celebrate dad's return & his success by inviting all the members of his group along with their families.
During the get together parents of his friends were all praise for his success as also in helping their wards in studies. Somehow dad and Rima's father, just retired, appeared to have hit off very well and decided to continue their friendship, which sounded like music to Kartik and Rima. Before taking up the job, Kartik and dad made a few visits to Bangalore and fixed up a single bed room flat, a short distance from office. However Rima had fixed up an accommodation as a paying guest nearby to my flat. However Rams aunt had become quite emotional about his going away and managed to use her influence in getting him a fairly good job in Mysore itself.
Two days prior to the joining date parents proposed to drive Kartik down to Bangalore and set up the flat. Meanwhile the scooter was booked for transport to be delivered at Bangalore next day. As such dad told Rima's dad to send her also along, which they agreed and upon reaching Bangalore she was dropped at her PG accommodation. Once Kartik settled at new residences his parents returned to Mysore. That evening Kartik along with Rima did a bit of marketing and ate out in a good restaurant and next morning went to pick up the scooter.
On the date of joining Kartik picked up Rima to report for job and after the initial introductions they were shown all the departments and put on a months training. Theirs was a set routine as they would have breakfast & lunch at office canteen and in the evening after dropping Rima, who was provided dinner at her place, Kartik would experiment eating out at different places. Since it was a 5 day week and still in training with out any responsibility both of them would leave for Mysore on Friday evening to return on Sunday night. However they had noticed that most of software Engineers used to stay late in the office on week days and come to office to finish pending jobs even on week ends.
Both of them used to thoroughly enjoy their companionship especially the time they used to get together during our journey to Mysore and back. Being in the same office apart from personal matters they had a lot to gossip about our work and characters in the office. However once the training was over they were assigned to different development teams and being new they had a lot to learn which resulted in extended office hours. They were also required to go to office on certain weekends, though only for a few hours, their visit home was restricted to once or twice in a month. After they got their first salary and visit home both of them carried gifts to family. Over months, being never short of money Kartik used to spend a lot with hardly any savings whereas Rima coming from a moderate background would spend very little on herself and saved most of her salary.
Gradually they got used to longer intervals between visiting home, but on weekends after few hours at office, they used to thoroughly enjoy them selves, going to movies, eating out in best of the places, strolling in the parks. In spite of the increased interaction and personal closeness, they still cherished their first kiss as symbolic and had decided that any further physical expression of love would be only when they finally decided to marry with due consent of families. More than anything else Kartik had promised her family that he shall look after her and felt that taking advantage of the closeness amounted to breach of trust. In any case they were looking at the relationship on a long term basis and hence there was no hurry for any immediate physical expression of love.
It is common in IT industry for employees being sent abroad for on site jobs and after completion of one year they were also looking forward to the same. Even though Kartik's team was expecting the assignment it was Rima's team, which got a chance ahead to visit Japan for 2 months. She was terribly excited with the news and her parents came to see her off at Bangalore being the first time for any member in her family to go abroad. Normally apart from exposure to overseas clients they also make lots money, which was a great advantage. Rima as such was moderate in her spending hence came back with lots of savings in spite of buying plenty of gifts for family and a nice perfume for Kartik. As such she had bought very little for herself and said that she would consider buying things for herself from next visit onwards. One thing she had badly missed was Kartik's companionship
After some time Kartik was also deputed to England for 4 months and it was a great learning experience. Since he was going to be away he had left the scooter with Rima for her use. Dad used to be abroad for many years and hence had plenty of imported items in the house and there was nothing much Kartik could think of buying for them except two bottles of Scotch Whisky for dad and perfume for mom apart from few items specifically requested. However he had bought lots of things like music system, a digital camera and western clothes for Rima who was quite unwilling to accept the gifts. Kartik had to persuade her by telling her that she was his only love and would feel bad if she did not accept the gifts.
Further Kartik told her that he had missed her terribly and wished that it would be great if some time they could go on projects together. Even in the office they were identified as a pair and as such no one took any liberties with Rima. One of those days she raised the topic of the future of relationship and asked Kartik's thoughts on the subject. Kartik clearly told her that he had never looked at any other girl since that day in Brindavan Gardens and she was and is going to be the only lady in his life. However he wanted to give them selves another year and after that if they continue to hold same feelings they should get married. Before that he told her that he had a confession to make regarding his cross dressing habit and she appeared to brush it aside as she was aware of it and did not mind.
Kartik explained to her that he would feel like having cheated her if he did not tell her the whole story and gave a detailed account from the beginning till she was involved in the act. Further Kartik told her how greatly he held my mom for helping out of that crisis with both compassion and understanding. After listening to the story in silence Rima was all praise for his mom. Kartik then told her that, now with full knowledge of his weakness it was her choice to continue the relationship or otherwise.
With Kartik's words she felt hurt and became emotional with tears rolling down her eyes. After composing herself she said that if they had got married and had not given her these details she would have never come to know for entire life. Further after expressing their love and 'almost' staying together away from families, if Kartik had made physical advances towards her any time, she would have never resisted. Thus it was Kartik's goodness that he had never taken advantage of the proximity which she valued very greatly. As such she loved Kartik intensely for what he was and in fact grateful to him for taking her in to confidence to explain about his secret and also giving her the option about continuing the relation.
As far as getting married to Kartik was concerned she said that from her side it was a fore gone conclusion and now with his honest confession and special concern shown, the desire had become much stronger. She further added that as far as the desire to dress as a fem is concerned she had absolutely no problem in accepting him as such and may even help enjoy himself provided it was done absolutely with in the house and only in her company.
Rima then mentioned that she also had a confession to make and that was excessive sexual stimulation experienced in Kartik's company and had desired physical relation with him several times but controlled with great difficulty. In fact she asked me how he was doing in that respect and Kartik answered that it was natural for boys and girls of their age to feel that way. In fact he told her that on the day she had kissed he was sexually stimulated to a great extant and if it had occurred in privacy instead of a public place they would have gone much further. Since then he had made great efforts to control himself, he told her, and wait for appropriate time as they have entire life to fulfill the urge.
During the next visit home Kartik found that dad was out of station, which was first time since his return and he was left with mom for company. He spent my morning hours that Saturday with Ram, who was doing very well and got home for lunch. Mom was both surprised and happy that Kartik had never raised the subject of cross dressing since he had taken up job. In fact the reality was that with his busy job and companionship of Rima, he was in a totally different world, exploring heterosexual relation and hence the urge to dress or even the thought had never occurred to him. During this period he was enjoying watching Rima dress up nicely and only time that subject came up was when Kartik had confessed to her.
Normally during the visit to Mysore he never used to meet Rima except while returning to Bangalore. However that day she dropped in unexpectedly and wanted to talk to Kartik urgently. She then told him that her parents were interested in getting her married as a few proposals had come for their consideration. She had un convincingly tried to postpone the subject for a while but may not be able to hold on for long.
Hence she wanted Kartik to discuss with his parents to initiate their marriage proposal if possible during this visit. As dad was returning only on Sunday evening I decided to stay back for anther day and requested Rima to return to Bangalore alone. After she left Kartik gave mom a detailed account of his love life including his confession and their desire to get married at a later date. However now that Rima's family was keen to get her married the matter needed immediate attention and requested mom to help him in solving the problem. After listening to her son mom realized that he could not get a more understanding wife and promised him to talk to dad in resolving the matter.
Around the time dad returned Kartik kept himself away from home for his mom to talk to him about his desire to get married to Rima. When he returned home dad welcomed him with a smile and commented that he was happy to see his son growing up to be a man. He wanted to know first hand about seriousness of the affair and Kartik replied that the matter was very serious as neither of them could even think of getting married to any one else. Dad then told Kartik that he would discuss with Rima's family about the interest for the marriage and decide further action after getting their reaction. If they agree willingly that would be great he said but otherwise also he may have to use his persuasive skills for the happiness of his son. However he advised Kartik to return to Bangalore next day early morning to be able to attend his office.
The same evening dad went to Rima's house and put forth the proposal to her parents in a very polished way, which took them by real surprise as they never expected such a good alliance for their daughter. However Rima's dad mentioned that she had not shown any interest in marriage in near future when he had raised the subject the day before. Anyway Kari's dad knew the background for her showing her disinterest told them that there was no hurry for the marriage as long as the proposal was agreed upon. In fact Rima's dad said that his daughter would be fortunate to marry a good boy like Kartik who was not only brilliant but the family was also quite rich compared to them. He however mentioned that any decision could be taken only after Rima gives her consent to the proposal.
Kari's dad rang him up to give the news and asked both of them to visit home as early as possible, which due to busy schedules was possible only after 3 weeks. However since Rima had told them of her disinterest for immediate marriage during earlier visit she was trying to think of how to make up. When her dad raised the subject with her and the proposal of Kartik she told him that she would think it over and reply by evening just to avoid showing her special interest. Her dad further tried to convince her about being fortunate enough to get such a good alliance from a well to do and known family. By evening she told her dad that if the family was very keen she would accept the alliance as Kartik was well known to her also. However she would not mind getting engaged on a suitable early date but marriage had to wait for at least for 6 months. Her family was very happy with her decision, which was communicated to Kartiks dad and their family was invited next afternoon for lunch.
Both families were very happy with the news and in reality it was like a festival time. More than others both for Kartik and Rima it was a great relief and knew that they would get their time to celebrate once they were back in Bangalore. Both families consulted astrologers and fixed engagement in a month and marriage 6 months later. The return journey to Bangalore was one of the best Kartik and Rima enjoyed as they started planning for their married life. Back in office they looked as normal as before till the engagement date, which was a week day and announced the news before applying for a couple of days leave.
Engagement ceremony was a simple function attended by family, close relation and few friends including Ram and his aunt. Once the function was over Rima had the formal approval to visit Kartiks house and spent most of the time there with his mom. In fact both the ladies had become great admirers of each other with Kartik being the focal point and mom was really appreciative of Rima accepting her son with his weakness. This in fact enhanced her respect, love and affection towards Rima many folds. On the other hand Rima also had great respect for mom the way she had handled Kartik during his troubled times and felt she had a lot to learn. Kartik was very happy the way the ladies were getting along and spent most of his time with dad discussing his career, marriage preparations.
Kartik told his dad that he had enrolled in an MBA distance learning course and had no desire to go to US on long term as his company sent people for short term assignments and he was quite satisfied with the overseas exposure. As such he added that he had earned a good reputation in his office and was looking forward to a promotion and enhancement of salary shortly. With the conclusion of the visit home dad offered to take them to Bangalore where he also had some business to attend and let Kartik drive while he had a good chat with Rima making her comfortable in his company and that she was most wanted as a daughter in the family.
Dad even went on to host a party to Kartik & Rima's colleges to celebrate the engagement, which turned out to be beneficial as the bosses realizing the situation posted both in the same group. Since then both started to take more liberties and would spend hours on end at Kartiks flat discussing their married life and plans to set up their new home. During one of those days Kartik felt quite romantic and kissed her on his own initiative for the first time and Rima reciprocated with equal passion.
Kartiks parents during this period made several visits to Bangalore to make purchases for the wedding which mainly included wedding dresses and jewels for Rima and family members on both sides. On most of these visits they took Rima along to buy things of her choice. About the same time both Kartik and Rima had got their promotion and pay increase, had to make brief 6 weeks independent visits to Europe and as per plan bought several items for their new house. With the wedding just a month away Kartik shifted to a two bed room flat as their new house to live with Rima and both spent weekends in decorating the place with new furniture bought with enhanced salary.
During the two years of employment and overseas visits Rima had saved substantial amount of money and informed Kartik that she was going to give away all her savings to her dad for wedding expenses as her family did not have great wealth and hoped that he did not mind. However after their wedding she intended to keep her money for herself and her husband. Kartik told her that money would never be a problem in their life and he really appreciated her gesture to give away her savings to her parents as the least she could do as a good daughter. In fact this was really appreciated even by her dad as it helped him to perform the wedding without financial constraints, though he had never sought his daughter's financial help.
Kartik and Rima had decided to take 20 days leave for their wedding and honeymoon to follow, which was cut down to 10 days plus a weekend effective 12 days by their boss and were very much disappointed. When they tried to approach him on the subject he told them those 10 days was enough for wedding and as regards the honeymoon he was sending them together to Switzerland on a 3 months project as a wedding gift as soon as they reported back to work. This was real good news for both and came out immensely thanking their boss.
As scheduled dad came to Bangalore to collect few gold ornaments and picked up Kartik & Rima to go home 3 days prior to the wedding day. By now most of the arrangements were made and expected relatives had also reached for a few pre wedding functions to be held separately in both families. The wedding as such was a grand affair followed by reception in the evening, which was well attended including some of his colleges from Bangalore. Kartiks dad had arranged a special suite in a five star hotel for the bride and groom's first night.
For the couple, the long wait for their physical union was over but Kartik found Rima surprisingly shy as they settled down. On such occasions it is said that it was for the male to take the initiative and with Rama feeling shy, Kartik took her in his arms and kissed her passionately first on her lips and all over her body starting from her feet going upwards. With this, gradually Rima's shyness disappeared and as his face was on her bosom she put her hands round his neck and pressed it giving Kartik a sensational feeling as his face was pressing against her soft breasts. Then she also kissed him all over and gave special treatment to his hard and erect sex by squeezing it, by which time both were sufficiently excited and undressed to enjoy their first sexual experience.
Rima was in a bit of pain as her cherry was broken but was prepared, as she very well knew what to expect when she lost her virginity and the bed was strained with few drops of blood. They could not sleep whole night and spent kissing and cuddling each other to attempt sex a second time early morning, which turned out be memorable as they came to the end of their first night and went into a blissful sleep exhausted. By the time they woke up it was past mid day freshened up and left for home to be warmly welcomed by Kartik's mom who took Rima to her room and enquired if everything was OK. Rima was too shy to answer just hugged her affectionately which explained everything and was conveyed to Rima's mom also. Well she had now graduated from a girl to become a woman.
After lunch and rest Rima dressed up nicely in one of her best wedding saris radiating with pleasure went to parents home with Kartik for dinner and her family was very happy to find her in such good mood. Somehow since the commencing of pre wedding ceremonies she had dressed only in a verity of saris and had taken a great liking to dress in them. That night however was more relaxed as the newly wedded indulged in sex leisurely thoroughly enjoying the pleasure, as Rima turned out to be more aggressive than the previous day.
The hectic romance of the newly wed came to a stop 2 days later as Rima had her periods and she spent most of her time during those three days with Kartiks mom and her family. This interval also gave her time to think about timing of having a child and discussed the matter with Kartik. They decided that henceforth they would use condoms at least for one year to romance without any restriction after which they could work on having a child. At the same time Kartiks parents were also debating if they should also shift to Bangalore by purchasing a big house for the whole family but decided to defer till the time of birth of a grand child. After Rima completed her periods they were left with just 2 days to join duty and Kartiks parents also decided to accompany them to Bangalore to spend a week before the couple went to Switzerland. After they reached Kartiks flat, Rima was given a ceremonial welcome as she entered the house and thoroughly enjoyed getting importance. For Kartiks parents she filled the void of not having a girl child and showered her with abundance of love n affection and she also reciprocated in equal measure. In fact dad wanted to buy them a car as a special gift but was postponed till they returned from Europe.
Next day they joined office and as promised by their boss they were handed over the details of Switzerland project giving those 3 days to prepare for traveling the following week. During that week Rima after returning from office went out of her way to please Kartik's parents, but only thing that mom desired from her was to dress up nicely in best of wedding saris to enjoy seeing their beautiful daughter (in law). In a way her dressing up also added flavor to the romance as they retired for the night. Before leaving they left the charge of the flat to his parents and dad made it a point to stay there during his occasional visits to Bangalore. For Kartik and Rima it was a great experience to be together on a project for the first time and that too in one of the best locations in the world.
The stay in Switzerland was just great with their accommodation a walking distance from office, they explored several eating places in the town and during weekends went to nearby places or to the mountains for sight seeing. Further their real honeymoon had just begun and explored every inch of each others body in the process finding several sweet spots, which provided immense stimulation. In a dress sense Rima even experimented with western clothes for office use but back home Kartik insisted on her wearing the ethnic Indian Sari. Their romance was also going great guns indulging in sex as many times daily as possible except for the duration of Rima's periods which in a way helped them to recoup their energies.
Towards the end of their stay they felt romantically fulfilled to the brim and were missing home. They bought lots of items for their new home apart from gifts to all the members of both families. When they reached Bangalore Kartik's parents gave them a warm welcome and his mom appeared to be overwhelmed with her love for Rima who was thoroughly enjoying being pampered. Another surprise waiting for them at the Airport was a new car bought by dad as a special gift. Before rejoining duty they went to Mysore, in their new car, for a weekend and spent time with Rima's family.
Next six months were spent with busy work schedules and romancing as if they had carried forward their honeymoon and both had become terribly possessive of each other. During that time Kartik decided to buy some saris for Rima and both went shopping. While in the shop one particular printed silk sari attracted Kartiks attention and asked Rima to approve his selection but she appeared to be interested in another design and refused. Disappointed he tried to persuade her by saying that at least for his sake they must buy the dress selected by him. Rima consented to his request if they could buy saris selected by both and on the way bought matching cloth for blouses.
Upon returning she asked him to wait for her to get sample blouses for stitching and took her time searching for one, which was specific. In fact she took her time searching for a blouse from Kartik's fem dresses given to her by his mom for use in case of necessity. They received the blouses and saris fitted with fall after two days which was a weekend. Kartik then suggested to Rima to dress up in the new sari selected by him who, she flatly refused saying that she had bought that dress for him to wear and had even stitched a beautiful blouse to fit his size.
This was a totally unexpected response for Kartik who had virtually given up wearing fem a dress since the beginning of their love affair and had never had any urge to do so. In fact the last time he had dressed was more than 2 years ago when the whole group had a joint dressing session. Hence he tried to reason with Rima not to insist on his wearing that dress but she was keen on having some fun at the cost of Kartik. She mentioned that she had accepted him as her husband knowing fully well about his habits and as such he would not become a fem just by dressing up. Further his credentials as a potent man was more than established over these 9 months since their marriage. Hence if he had bought the dress for his pleasure she wanted him dress up in it for her pleasure.
At last Kartik agreed to dress up exclusively for the pleasure of Rima who opted to give him a good make over, being quite experienced with best of cosmetics bought during various visits abroad, along with special additions like wig padded bra and panty. Along with Kartik she got herself also a good makeover and they dressed up together in their new saris. By now being fully and beautifully dressed up Kartik felt the same pleasures returning, which he had enjoyed more than 2 years ago, and fondly kissed Rima to express his gratitude. They spent next couple of hours like long lost girl friends having a reunion and by now as it was time for lunch. Kartik asked Rima to take a break from her regular cooking and changed into a house wear, opted to get lunch ready.
Within half hour he had prepared a simple but decent lunch, which both thoroughly enjoyed and Kartik changed back into the new sari to continue enjoying the pleasure it provided. They spent rest of the day enjoying changing over to another set of dress and fresh make over, ordered Pizza to be home delivered for dinner. Somehow the good time spent in dress had made Kartik quite romantic by end of the day and before bedtime changed into his normal male self by removing all the traces of make over. While in bed with Rima he made love to her like never before in their married life as she ended up climaxing twice before he finished. This experience in fact prompted Rima to comment that if she was aware that dressing him up was going to make so much difference to his potency she would have dressed him several times before.
However Kartik requested Rima not to persuade him to dress up in future as he desired to enjoy a purely heterosexual relation with her and be her man in all respects, in spite of the fact that he did enjoy dressing up. Rima on the other hand told him that if he really did enjoy dressing up once in a way there was no need to restrain himself as she also had her fun and more than anything else enjoyed the way he made love to her after that. Well for the success of any marriage the compatibility of the partners is most important even if it meant both of them enjoying cross dressing of Kartik as a fem. In fact he started feeling that Rima was modeling herself like his mom, which was just great, as both of them loved her very much.
Well the next three months were spent with busy schedules both at office and romancing at home and realized that their wedding anniversary was round the corner. Since that day happened to be a weekday they took a day off and both parents called up early morning to wish them. However Kartiks mom while speaking to Rima expressed her eagerness for a grandchild and though shy Rima told her that god willing it could be possible in the coming year. After freshening up both dressed in best of their expensive wedding clothes and went to a temple to pay obeisance to god for having blessed them with a good married life. Rima while praying to god also added a special request for a child desired by Kartiks mom.
From that day onwards they decided to have sex without any protection and made special efforts during peak days of conception between periods. After about 3 months since their wedding anniversary Rima missed her periods and fell ill. Kartik immediately called his parents to come over and on their arrival they went to see a lady doctor who confirmed her pregnancy. Kartiks mom was over the moon with the news and showered all her love and affection on Rima, who was enjoying the special status of mother to be. The good new was conveyed to Rima's parents who were also very happy.
Rima took off for a week recouping before she rejoined her office and Nalini aunt never let her come anywhere near any house hold job. Dad had however returned to Mysore after two days to attend to pending work and made weekend visits to Bangalore. Rima was really touched by the care and pampering by Kartiks mom, whom of late she had started addressing as mummy, so much so that she hardly missed her family.
As Rima spent most of the time with mom they had become very much attached to each other. One day while taking bath Rima realized that she had forgotten to carry her under garments, requested mom to fetch them from her wardrobe. As mom was looking for Rima's items she also noticed that Kartik's padded fem undergarments were lying around and checked with Rima if Kartik was dressing up in them. Rima then told her the story of his dressing up the other day at her insistence even though he was not really keen doing it and that it was the only time he had done it since they got married. She further told mom that she would never mind his dressing up occasionally as it gives him lot of pleasure and she would do anything for his pleasure.
In fact even Kartik was surprised and happy by the excessive attention being given to Rima expressed mock anger to his mom. Mom however had an explanation as she mentioned that she had given her 100% love and affection to him for nearly 24 years till marriage. After marriage however her daughter cum daughter in law got 75% and his share was 25% as arrival of a girl in the family brings prosperity. However now that Rima was going to become a mother her share has been enhanced to 90% because becoming a mother is an exclusive ladies privilege and they need the companionship of an elderly lady. Further she mentioned that being a lady is a complicated business, which was beyond the comprehension of men.
She also told him that these 9 months till baby was born and may be another 6 to 9 months after that the two of them were going to be an exclusive ladies club. However after the child was born her priorities were going to change as 50% of her time, love and attention will go to the new born, 40% to Rima a first time mother and he will have to contend with only 10%. Mom smilingly added that Kartik could have a consolation if he so desired to be part of their club if he also dressed up occasionally as a fem. Kartik instantly knew that Rima had told his mom about his dressing up the other day but did not mind.
Any way mom returned to Mysore with great reluctance after Rima resumed going to office after giving her a sermon about do's and don'ts in the coming days. They had stopped traveling to Mysore since either of their parents kept visiting them on regular intervals. In the meanwhile mom pleaded with dad to consider shifting to Bangalore now that the baby was on the way, he consented to her request and during the next weekend visit discussed the proposal with Kartik. As finding a plot of land for independent house was very difficult except in far flung area's they decided to look for a 4 bedroom flat as near to Techno park as possible and spent several weekends searching for the right one. After about two months they found a flat scheme under construction and likely to be finished in about 6 months time and booked a first floor flat with four bed rooms and an attached independent terrace.
Regarding the finances for the house dad invested 25 lacs from his savings while for the balance Kartik took a long term housing loan. With the progress of Rima's pregnancy into 4th month mom decided to spend most of her time at Bangalore and would visit Mysore only when Rima's mom came occasionally to stay with for a few days. Dad as such used to visit Bangalore mainly on week days in connection with work and spend a couple of days. As such the house had become a busy place with all the attention / activities centered on Rima.
Even Kartik appreciated all the attention mom was giving to Rima, but their sticking together most of the time especially on weekends, occasionally used to make me feel left out. As per doctors advise the two of them would wake up early and go for a walk daily for half hour on weekdays and one hour on weekends. On a Sunday morning Kartik woke up just as they were leaving for their walk, freshened up, took a bath and by the time they returned he had made up and dressed beautifully in one of his favorite saris. When they saw him dressed up on return, mom was a bit surprised but said 'welcome to the ladies club' and Rima was very happy hugged and kissed me in fem style.
None of them asked him why he had chosen to dress up but had a great time especially mom, finding Kartik in a dress after a long time. In fact Kartik told mom that he fully understood and appreciated giving her 90% to Rima and she could even give his 10% also to Rima as she needed all the attention, which was need of the hour. Though their sex these days was restricted to occasional indulgence that night was special and both of them thoroughly enjoyed it. As Rima was approaching her 6th month they decided to make it their last till she delivered the baby and recovered after that.
Years following ……….
Rima gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and insisted on naming her as Nalini after Kartik's mom whom she adored. They also shifted to their new flat around that time and closed down the Mysore establishment. For both mom and dad spending time with their grand child was most rewarding experience especially having a girl child at home. By now Kartik had become quite an important member in the office with more responsibilities, more money and of course more traveling to over seas sites and used to be away for about 6 months in a year. One important aspect of the overseas visits was that the shopping list was exclusively for his daughter as she always dressed in the best children's clothes available and also had best of the toys to play with.
However after rejoining office, post delivery, Rima could not stand being away from her daughter even for few hours and with an experience of 3 years she resigned her job to stay home to look after her daughter and Kartik's parents. They planned having a second child only after a gap of 3 years and as desired by all it turned out to be their second daughter. During the three years between their daughters and in the absence of Kartik's parents from Bangalore, Rima would occasionally persuade him to dress up as both of them thoroughly enjoyed not only being girl friends but also exotic sex that night. Kartik however enjoyed the rare pleasure of even trying to mother his daughter, which was a sheer delight.
An year after Kartik's wedding Ram also got married to the junior of +2 college days with whom he had shared the drama prize with clear understanding prior to marriage about his occasional cross dressing habit. Though after wedding his aunt did not insist, he did dress up once in a way for her pleasure. As of now he also has two children, a daughter and a son. After his first child aunt had sold the family business to retire and enjoys her time with the grand children.
That was my story……………………..
And I am happy as crossdresser
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